Never really know all the pain i felt
Never really know all the rain i delt with
Never knew you was so damn selfish
I’m lost and you’re not there
And i (hate myself)
So damn scared
Pull out like all my hair
God i’m so alone
I’m lost and i’m upset
Wanna be with you but i’m not obsessed
Fist through the drywall
And now i’m gauging out my eyeballs
Im too f#cked up, too f#cked up
Tell me that you hate me i don’t really give a f#ck
Took another sip but it was nothing in my cup
I was focused on the love
Now i’m focused on the drugs like
Blacked out and i passed away
I don’t wanna blow your damn back today
So i said the sh#t that i had to say
To make you turn around and walk the other way
It’s a heartbreak mascaraed
Go ghost on you like the hathaway’s
You was actin’ up it’s not a cabaret
But you’re leavin’ now so let’s celebrate
Too f#cked up too f#cked up way too f#cked up
Hate the thoughts inside my head
Wanna face my fears, i’d rather die instead
Too f#cked up now i’m high in the bed
Had a rough night, now i’m crying in red
Anxiety is killing me, really wish you were here with me
But you’re not feeling me, you’re just in my memory
Fist through the drywall
And now i’m gauging out my eyeballs
Too f#cked up, too f#cked up
Tell me that you hate me i don’t really give a f#ck
Took another sip but it was nothing in my cup
I was focused on the love
Now i’m focused on the drugs like
Blacked out and i passed away
I don’t wanna blow your damn back today
Said the sh#t that i had to say
To make you turn around and walk the other way
It’s a heartbreak mascaraed
Go ghost on you like the hathaway’s
You was actin’ up it’s not a cabaret
But you’re leavin’ now so let’s celebrate
Too f#cked up, too f#cked up
Way too f#cked up
Blacked out and i passed away
I don’t wanna blow your damn back today
Said the sh#t that i had to say
To make you turn around and walk the other way
It’s a heartbreak mascaraed
Go ghost on you like the hathaway’s
You was actin’ up it’s not a cabaret
But you’re leavin’ now so let’s celebrate
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