You wanna know about my life? well sh#t here you go
Alright, um
There′s not enough hours in the day, for my mind to sit and race
And contemplate all the things, i wanna do before the grave
I’ll probably go insane just trying to figure it out
Sometimes i can′t seem to get up when i’m down
Man what’s life all about? i feel like i′m wasting my time
Sit on my #ss and get high, waiting for life to move by
It′s not i don’t try, it′s just that nothing goes right
I reside in the dark cuz i’m too scared of the light
I can′t fix my problems so instead i just hide
Im popping beans every night, pretending everything’s fine
But that′s just another lie, i be telling myself
To avoid all my problems cuz i’m too scared of help
Truth is that i need it but instead they just yell
You’re grown you can deal with this sh#t by yourself
Got a taste for self destruction, i know i′m headed for hell
Everyday i′ve been getting worse if you couldn’t tell
Why does my head hurt, man my mind isn′t well
Doesn’t matter if i′m sober it don’t change how i felt
I hate the life i live and the cards i was dealt
Born to be a failure, it′s either dead or the cell
Potential’s being wasted but it’s oh f#cking well
I guess that i′m just better off staying to myself
Because if i don′t i’ll lose the grip i barely held
Then hell breaks loose and my heart begins to melt
My morals are out the door and so is everything else
No sense of self control until they call up twelve
Dip up out the home and just hope nobody tells
How come i′m all alone and i never feel myself
But sh#t, man who’s to tell
My life′s always been a f#cking disaster
Was born a b#stard, but i swear my dads worse
Then i’ll ever be, yeah
My heads just stuck inside this melody
I prayed that i don′t wake the last time i fell asleep
Ignore all the things these people telling me
But i swear the only thing that helps is beans
Can’t sleep so i smoke that’s why your smelling weed
Just passing time getting high hitting hella geebs
I need to calm myself before i catch a felony
f#ck a cell, i hope i kill myself successfully
Putting myself down might just be my speciality
If my minds not on planet earth then in hell i′ll be
Run that sh#t back
There′s not enough hours in the day, for my mind to sit and race
And contemplate all the things, i wanna do before the grave
I’ll probably go insane just trying to figure it out
Sometimes i can′t seem to get up when i’m down
Man what′s life all about? i feel like i’m wasting my time
Sit on my #ss and get high, waiting for life to move by
It′s not i don’t try, it’s just that nothing goes right
I reside in the dark cuz i′m too scared of the light
I can′t fix my problems so instead i just hide
Im popping beans every night, pretending everything’s fine
But that′s just another lie, i be telling myself
To avoid all my problems cuz i’m too scared of help
Truth is that i need it but instead they just yell
You′re grown you can deal with this sh#t by yourself
Got a taste for self destruction, i know i’m headed for hell
Everyday i′ve been getting worse if you couldn’t tell
Why does my head hurt, man my mind isn’t well
Doesn′t matter if i′m sober it don’t change how i felt
I hate the life i live and the cards i was dealt
Born to be a failure, it′s either dead or the cell
Potential’s being wasted but it′s oh f#cking well
I guess that i’m just better off staying to myself
Because if i don′t i’ll lose the grip i barely held
Then hell breaks loose and my heart begins to melt
My morals are out the door and so is everything else
No sense of self control until they call up twelve
Dip up out the home and just hope nobody tells
How come i’m all alone and i never feel myself
But sh#t, man who′s to tell
My life′s always been a f#cking disaster, was born a b#stard
But i swear my dads worse, then i’ll ever be
Yeah, then i′ll ever be
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