It was a quiet day in school
I held it in cause you told me to
Let the floodgates open
In the hallway bathroom
Cause no one knew before
You dropped me off at the front door
I was just something for you to use
I was nine
You twice my age
Now I’m stuck with all this f#cking rage
Cause you decided to abuse
Power you thought you earned
After a year I thought you learned
Cause I was innocent
And loved you
Please don’t hurt me
I’ll do what you want
Nightmares come alive
And now you haunt me
I promise i’ll stay
Won’t tell no one
It’s Christmas day
I wanted a gun
I should’ve seen the red flags
When you promised you loved me
Cause everyone before you
Lied too
And I wish I could see you again
Show you how I will make it till the end
Cause I’m not giving up
I’m through
Being the victim once again
God damn it
I f#cking deserve a friend
After all the sh#t you put me through
But I was just a kid
So I got scared when I bled
I thought no one cared
And no one did
Cause I’m invisible to you
Please don’t hurt me
I’ll do what you want
Nightmares come alive
And now you haunt me
I promise I’ll stay
Won’t tell no one
It’s my birthday
I got my gun
Now how can you justify
Hurting a kid, I cried
When no one believed
What I said you did
And then you left me alone
Like people always do
I should have killed you for what you f#cking put me through
But I was just a kid
And meant nothing to you
Nothing to you
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