AMBIVALENCE TOWARDS THE BRUSH FIRE Lyrics – Kole Xidas

AMBIVALENCE TOWARDS THE BRUSH FIRE Lyrics by Kole Xidas

As i listen to the flames i knew
I should be feeling shame or rue
Breathe in different shades of blue
Who’s to f#ckin’ blame? not you

Asking who set fire to the bayou
As you drown me right beside you
But whenever i try to write you
I can only seem to lie truths

Send me outside
Let me sit on the rainbow porch
Take a torch light up my skin
I can promise i’d be a good sport

All my days are boring
Or they’re overwhelming
See the sky in grayscale
Life is jail

But i won’t pay bail
Causе i still wanna spin that pitiful tale
See the life that i’m living and i’m biting my lip
Till i’m ripping my skin causе i know id be happier broken

Gonna take a pic to remember the lows
Cause you never learn a lesson if you don’t take blows
I’m choking for fun cause i laugh when i’m meant to be running to the hills
The tension can’t build if i act relaxed

So i’ll slack off until you back off
As i listen to the flames i knew
I should be feeling shame or rue
Breathe in different shades of blue

Who’s to f#ckin’ blame? not you
Asking who set fire to the bayou
As you drown me right beside you
But whenever i try to write you

I can only seem to lie truths
As i listen to the flames i knew
I should be feeling shame or rue
Breathe in different shades of blue

Who’s to f#ckin’ blame? not you
Asking who set fire to the bayou
As you drown me right beside you
But whenever i try to write you

I can only seem to lie truths
It’s my default settings to be trampled over
The time moves slow but my heart beats slower
Put all my effort into my composure

Just hoping i can get a hint of closure
But now i’m here drowning again
Come back to you every now and then
The flames bite my skin, but they aren’t sharp as you

It feels like the end, but i’m not scarred as you
I’m a mess that ain’t ever tryna clean up
I confess that i would never try to f#ckin’ speak up
So i guess it’s my fault, huh?

So i guess it’s my fault, huh?
Water fills my lungs, i should have spoke, but i left the vault door shut
Tired of the blue waters
I’ll take whatever deal from anyone who offers

At this point i’m desperate, just want this to end
But the fires still blaze on and i won’t pretend
That i got a bright future ahead of me
I know i’ll f#ck it up, i’m my own worst enemy

Stop threatening me with a good time
My reckoning breaking through the frostbite
Sorry babe, looks like i’ve done it again
I’ve opened my mouth and now i’m condemned

Fill my lungs with the freezing cold
’cause i’m not easily controlled
Hold your wound but it’s not that simple
Old bruise still on your dimple

The flames still rage on, refusing to dwindle
But we can’t rekindle our love
As i listen to the flames i knew
I should be feeling shame or rue

Breathe in different shades of blue
Who’s to f#ckin’ blame? not you
Asking who set fire to the bayou
As you drown me right beside you

But whenever i try to write you
I can only seem to lie truths
As i listen to the flames i knew
I should be feeling shame or rue

Breathe in different shades of blue
Who’s to f#ckin’ blame? not you
Asking who set fire to the bayou
As you drown me right beside you

But whenever i try to write you
I can only seem to lie truths
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Kole Xidas Lyrics – AMBIVALENCE TOWARDS THE BRUSH FIRE

Kole Xidas

AMBIVALENCE TOWARDS THE BRUSH FIRE