Yeah, hey
Yeah
Hey, yeah!
Used to wander in the dark
When nothing was looking up
Wondering why the f#ck
Should i keep living on?
Or who should i be living for?
Tryna stumble on somebody to end it all
So that i can maybe break free
From this motherf#cking cycle
It’s like
Whoa, you got one little itty bitty problem
And suddenly you wanna let go?
Man, f#ck that
Buck back
Listen to this b#tch chirp like he got hurt
So bad
Oh man, so sad
Don’t know where to go
Cause you ain’t got a place
Where you feel at home
That part always makes me laugh
Like you really believe you havе a chance
To feel anything else bеsides pain?
Don’t lie, you don’t wanna leave it man
Stop playing
You have breakdowns for breakfast
That’s what gets you out of bed
To be out of your head
Is the only way to feel like yourself
That’s the only way to get you out of bed
Being out of your head
Is the only way to feel like yourself
You can fight it all you want
That won’t change the fact
You’ll always be like that
Pray, ask god for help
Even if you don’t need anyone’s help
Don’t get attached
Shoot for the stars
Bury yourself with work
Until you run out of breath
You know damn well
That you’re better of dead
Have a sudden rush of happiness
Then incinerate it by the second
Guessing every f#cking thing in my life
It’s getting darker and darker
Man i wanna leave
But i cannot see where could i cross the road
To get to the bright side of my mind
To get to the bright side
Yeah
Aight stop
I ain’t finna stay under the dark side
Even though i keep getting
Pulled back inside
As soon as i thought i’m getting out
Bleeding out
Feeling like sh#t every time i open my eyes
There’s no time to hide though
Cause i’m running late
But let me take another smoke break
Maybe if i drag this out
It will rearrange my headspace
Help me find the right way
A quiet place
Far away from my thoughts
So i won’t feel the pressure
To answer all these motherf#cking questions
Like, if every little thing in my life
Is filled with agony
Or maybe i just can’t enjoy it
Man, i’m getting f#cking full of this
I’m losing it
But thankfully
I’m more than capable
Of using this anger, depression, anxiety
As some kind fuel for my music
Making my pain the sole driving force
Raising me to heights i’ve never seen before
Lord knows
That is how i got stuck in this f#cking cycle
That’s why i ain’t got anything to lose
I was built for this sh#t
I ain’t leaving for sh#t
Rather die than to fail
Gonna find me a way
Just remember the name
I mean, who the f#ck am i?
Who am i kidding?
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