$uicide !
It wasn’t my choice to lose it all
But f#ck it it was something to do till i got the call
From the devil on my phone he tryna stall
A deal wit me about my own soul
But i told him get the f#ck out my face, i ain’t tryna sell my soul especially not today
I got, i got these drugs i gotta waste
And i got a b#tch that wants me to stay
The clock tickin imma punch in
Shes carvin on my body like i am a f#ckin pumpkin
But i gotta f#ckin admit
I kinda love it
Kinda hate it
My ear and she whispers
Imma kill you today
Take the blood from out ur veins
Imma leave u in dismay
She got me feelin crazy, i ain’t got nothing to say
And then im runnin again
Away from my problems cause i keep the pretend
I just want u in my bed
But i dont wanna be dead
I dont wanna die right now
Demons in my room tryna figure me out now
I keep dyin in my dreams, its telling me slow down
I keep lyin to the priest, he won’t forgive my soul now
And when i hear her heart beat, i swear i love that sound
When i try to calm down, she the one to call out
When i try to lay down, she the one to make out
I try to solve my problems, but its easier to numb em
And then just dump em
Like the trash u take out to the dumpster
Im in my slumber
I won’t recover
I am a dead man laying in the grass full of blood yuh
All my problems, i tried to solve em, i came to love em, i came to numb em
Like a pumpkin shes carvin out my body shes carvin out the gutter, out of my guts yuh
The clock tickin imma punch in
Shes carvin on my body like i am a f#ckin pumpkin
But i gotta f#ckin admit
I kinda love it
Kinda hate it
My ear and she whispers
Imma kill you today
Take the blood from out ur veins
Imma leave u in dismay
She got me feelin crazy, i ain’t got nothing to say
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NightTime$uicide Lyrics – Carve me like a pumpkin