Sirens ringing out
When i collapse and bleed right out
Only finding
It’s that dream i had as just a child
Lookin in your eyes
You can see i’m going through it
Only coping through my ego and my sense of humor
Running from the past
Only wish that i was faster
Wish that i endured some struggle
So i could get past her
But i needed space
Put myself in second place
I hate myself for that
Where’s that smile on my face?
Writing verses in class
I see his face through the glass
Hope that kiss everlasts
I might go smack on
I been saying that i need someone to save me
Life has been a movie
sh#t been getting too crazy
Wishing my lifе was boring
I’m not sure if i want that
It’s all fallin apart
When looking back at her contact
Lookin back at his contact
What
No
Finding my catharsis, divе beneath the surface
Look into your eyes and i feel so nervous
Dreams resurface from inside of those galaxies as reality
Blends into a blissful form of fantasy from this tragedy
Angelic figurines balance on my showerhead
Rain water pouring down on me, can’t get out of my bed
Can’t get out of my head, and for some reason you can’t either
The memory of me so desperately trying to please her, i’m a people pleaser
But sometimes i feel like i’ve drifted
Purple lighting courses through my skin, i think i’m addicted
Circles twistin’ in the heavy wind, my breathing’s constricted
Suffer consequences of my sin, it’s all self inflicted
And all the while, i keep on dancing to the melody
Seldomly find understanding, but i still search for it endlessly
Feel the rain beneath my toes as i sink further below
Pretend that it’s a secret, even though everybody knows, that i’m…
…f#cked up, and i have been for a while now
Took the knife to my skin and i ripped my insides out
Vulnerability exposed, ever since i proposed
Photosensitivity, i hate how i’m composed
Still compared to a healthier man
One that i’m much guiltier than, but what do you expect?
Still regret the night that i overslept
I was a wreck… but the silver raven’s still here to collect
Got unpaid debts, it’s amazing that i’m still breathing
I think i’m supposed to be grieving, but i ain’t started the process
No, i ain’t making no progress
I just keep starting new projects, and hope the last one is forgotten…
… but someone always remembers
And they stoke the flames of my dying embers
Is this the catharsis i’m after?
Or a fleeting distraction before the end of the chapter? (i don’t know)
Where’d my catharsis go today?
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Glexander Lyrics – Catharsis
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