Lighting up a cigarette
I don’t even smoke
Flick the ashes on the floor
Once again I hate the place I’m in
My throat feels rough
I don’t even smoke
The nicotine is bitter
And my time feels rushed
Emotions bottled up
You’re moving away
This is hard as f#ck
Finally sober its been months
You watched me struggle
It was painful
Now you say I still love you
But it’s through
I can’t be with you
I gave it up for you
The family
The home
The shitty life I always knew
All for you
The pills didn’t keep you with me
Alcohol didn’t save us
Now I smoke cigarettes
But it’s not really distracting
And I know you’re lookin at me
Say something say something
And you
You could have saved us
You could have made us work
I would have saved us
I would have made us work
Just show me something different
I know it’s all irrelevant
But you know you could have held me down
If you had married me by now
If you had married me by now
I could’ve been yours
I would’ve been yours
Us against the world
And we rushed too fast
Should’ve gone too far
Can’t take it back
It’s just a paper
But it feels like more
You could have married me for sure
I would’ve stayed
I would’ve fought for you
For us
I gave up everything
Lost the life I knew
Gave it up for you
I f#cking loved you
You just couldn’t show me consistency
God Help me
I feel like I’m slipping into insanity
Angry most the time
Why am I crying
Starting over again
This should be easy
This should be easy
It’s not easy
Lighting up a cigarette
I don’t even smoke
Flick the ashes on the floor
Once again I hate the place I’m in
Gave it up for you
I gave it up for you
The family
The home
The shitty life I always knew
All for you
The pills didn’t keep you with me
Alcohol didn’t save us
Now I smoke cigarettes
But it’s not really distracting
And I know you’re lookin at me
Say something say something
And you
You could have saved us
You could have made us work
I would have saved us
I would have made us work
Just show me something different
I know it’s all irrelevant
But you know you could have held me down
If you had married me by now
I could’ve been yours
I would’ve been yours
Us against the world
And we rushed too fast
I could’ve been yours
I would’ve been yours
Us against the world
And we rushed too fast
You you could have married me and I
I would have kept on tryng
I would have kept denying
That you weren’t right for me
You weren’t right for me
That you weren’t right
Weren’t right for me
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