〈verse 1〉
Copious amounts of weed help me get in tune with me
Wake me from this fever dream
Screws loose since before screwing loosely
Pull up to you 2am with half a tank of fuel in
I was living foolishly
And that’s before the lucy almost had me in the looney bin
Second times a charm, choke or go through with sh#t
That i was never fluent in
But ain’t no more golden opportunity
To gain immunity
From f#ckers booing me for doing me
Living for once
Usually i be coolin, see
Used to be you get in my way and i’m prolly moving
But now i’m like what the f#ck is it you think you’re doing?
Tryna get outside of boundaries i didn’t set
Living a lifetime letting these parasites decide what’s next
No sh#t its second nature to be walking on eggshells
Living hell talking bout all’s fair that ends well
〈chorus〉
Used to be so hopeless
Now i try to keep focused on the sh#t i can control
Like making something hot outta something cold
So if you seeing steam know i’m in here burning coals
Tryna express the only truth i truly know
Tryna export only the sh#t that touch my soul
Running on both and i’m still slow
Took a long #ss time to get growing
But i can admit i’m still picking up pieces
〈verse 2〉
Not to mention more than snippets than a seamstress
And voice memos never getting better takes
Lesson resting on the other side of the mistakes
Care less if you see it and keep overwriting the tapes
Little branch sometimes far reaching
Just gotta do your best to make sense the reason
No one else to do it for you so it’s open season
Paint freehand or take up believing
Life beauty leave you weeping
Or leave you curled up in the fetal
What you sewing gotta reap it
I was tryna get the thread right
At least that’s what i told myself to justify the rare releases
At the least had to clean off these headlights
Can’t see sh#t, i used to be hella bright
Gotta get it set up back to beaming and then speed off in the dead of night
Like ain’t gon be no better life
Know that only in the present can you get it right
So take a breath, okay to be scared
Just cause we don’t know when don’t mean we not getting there
Yeah, don’t mean that we not getting there
Just cause we don’t know when don’t mean we not getting there
Just cause we don’t when
〈chorus〉
Used to be so hopeless
Now i try to keep focused on the sh#t i can control
Like making something hot outta something cold
So if you seeing steam know i’m in here burning coals
Tryna express the only truth i truly know
Tryna export only the sh#t that touch my soul
Running on both and i’m still slow
Took a long #ss time to get growing
But i can admit i’m still going
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