I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad
I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad
I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad
I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad
Wish I never existed in the first place
My heart can’t really take all this f#cking mess
You left my life in shambles yeah I had to crumble
Now I’m seeing double
All these pills I’ve taken
All my demons I’m really facing
After all that b#llsh#t that kept on coming in
Suicidal state that keeps on creeping in
17 years old yeah I was drowning in
On the toilet left crying didn’t know what the f#ck was wrong with me
But now I see
This is how it’s always f#cking meant to be
Never really was happy from time to timе
Been wearing a mask ever sincе
Wish I never existed in the first place
My heart can’t really take all this f#cking mess
You left my life in shambles yeah I had to crumble
Now I’m seeing double
All these pills I’ve taken
All my demons I’m really facing
After all that b#llsh#t that kept on coming in
Suicidal state that keeps on creeping in
17 years old yeah I was drowning in
On the toilet left crying didn’t know what the f#ck was wrong with me
But now I see
This is how it’s always f#cking meant to be
Never really was happy from time to time
Been wearing a mask ever since
I don’t understand, why it’s gotta hurt so bad
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