Yeah i’m still alive, people say i’m blessed
I was so close, dying would’ve been the best
A burden to my parents, a burden to my friends
A burden all the time, to everybody, till the end
Too much f#cking pain
Itll always be the same
And i ain’t got another choice except to play the game
I didn’t choose to live so i can’t choose to die
So now i’m just alive for the sake of being alive
I don’t wanna die, but i don’t really wanna live
Existence is a chore but it is what it is
No goals for me to meet
But songs for me to try
Livin life on autopilot, that’s just how i fly
Whatever happens gonna happen, time is flyin by
Time is flyin by
And im just tryna waste time
Yeah i just wanna waste time
My life is a movie, if i saw the trailer
I would never buy the ticket, feeling like a failure
Feeling like a failure with everything i do
I would’ve killed myself but i don’t ever wanna hurt you
Talkin bout my problems as if people understand
Don’t wanna let this episode define who i am
But im never gonna forget all the lessons i learned
But im never gonna forget all the bridges i burned
Yeah i took a trip
Visited death
Told me just trust him yeah it ain’t my time yet
But why the f#ck would i ever wanna go back
Everything i’ve ever wanted is right where i’m at
Ignorance is bliss, and death is a beast
And when i went into that coma is where i really found peace
But it’s not my time to die
I understand why
I know i didn’t really live
Didn’t appreciate my time
Wasn’t grateful for the things i had
Wasn’t grateful for my mom and dad
Wasn’t grateful for all the things i took for granted
Now im feeling disenchanted
By this grand life i used to have
Time to take control, now its time to change
Hate to see your own mom in so much pain
That’s why im comin back
And i promise you that
I ain’t going nowhere, yeah im here to stay
Yeah
Yeah dont worry ma im here to stay
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