I’m f#cking dead
There’s no brain cells in my head
I’m just doing what he said
I don’t even sleep at night in my bed
I want to make this bread
I got this dough
I bought some yeast
But the prices of ovens has increased
I squeezed every cent outta my piggy bank
But i still can’t buy it because i have to put gas in my tank
I put all my cans that i drank in a trash bag
Drag it down to the store
Walk through the door and try to get some money back
The screen on the exchange machine was black
So i guess i’ll come back
I go back home
I’m foaming at the mouth
I’m in doubt i’m able to make rent
The money i did have came and went
I spent it on food
I don’t even have any of that left dude
It f#cked with my mood
This life feels like i’m falling and i can’t pull my parachute
Im at a high enough altitude i got plenty of time before i fall
But there’s a small chance i make it
Actually none
But hey it’s not over til it’s done
There’s not a ton i can do til i splat
I go over in my head if i went down the right path
Like yah i was a rat to my family
Exposing them for their wicked ways
But i’m trying to help raise the children like me
And adults too
Through this whole journey i grew
I made the right choice when i said screw it
I mean we didn’t get through it for nothing
I had to do or say something
I don’t give a f#ck if they’re in the corner grunting
It’s like not looking when you putting and getting mad when you miss
Like use common sense you b#tch
I’m already rich in ideas
I don’t let myself get boggled down by the fears
I don’t feel weak when i feel the tears drip down my face
I truly feel like i have the grace of god
But he’s definitely not the western façade
But let’s not go there
I’m just happy in life i cared
Even when i said i didn’t
I had a commitment to bring my own teachings to the world
But remember i’m not teaching you sh#t
I’m just here to spit some facts
About what worked for me
It’s up to you to be what you need to be
You have to be free from your beliefs
It’s up to you what you achieve
I guess i’m ready to leave this earth
For what it’s worth
Yah i did go down the right path
I hit it out of the park when i went up to bat
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