Deathwish
It’s too close to touch, but it’s just out of reach
Every time I turn around I see their faces staring back at me (back at me)
Slipping away into the deepest depths
I lie awake, I lie awake
For all these years you sat in silence looking down on me
I’ll be the only one to make sure it’s the death of me
Don’t fall asleep. I have made such mistakes, but I am not a coward
I’m just so weak
This is my deathwish
I’m tired of running around in circles inside my mind hoping to pass the f#cking time
When everything inside just crumbles to dust
It f#cking crumbles to dust
Take me to my grave
And bury me
Go on and bury me, go on and bury me
I try to escape this inhibition
It’s getting harder to hold my head up high
You can take me as your prisoner
I am starting to feel whole
Memories fade and wash around me
I can’t even begin to understand
Why you always leave me so lonely
I cannot run away
I’ve come to terms with this silence
Every time I look into her eyes
All I see is the blackness
Poison my reality
I can’t live with this madness
My heart aches every time I try to sleep
Poison my reality
My heart aches every time I try to sleep
I’m so far away from myself
My dreams
My everlasting being
I try to be a better man but I’m tearing at the seems
I try, and try. I try so f#cking hard
But I can’t even begin to feel anything but misery
Oh
Anything
Begging. For. My. Death
Begging. For. My. Death
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