My happiness died and i don’t think it will grow back
I signed a death wish – take a look at my note pad
Just another girl in the world with no dad
He left a demon in me and i hope that he knows that
Every girl i know- assaulted or m********
The stares, the bare hands and confidences affected
Used like a toy and leaving her infected
She begged you to stop but you like it unprotected
And i won’t apologise for being this aggressive
I never got a sorry, just beaten and rejected
Put down, pushed around, by people i respected
Felt vile, forced a smile, but it was ineffective
Voices leave my mouth whenever i say stuff
I hide behind the sound and put on some make up
I’m manifesting death right before the days up
Go to bed but in the end, i just beg i won’t wake up
The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
I push away my loved ones ‘cause f#ck it, i’m done
I rip off this flesh, i got no time for the gun
I’m too far gone and now i’m drowning for fun
Emotionally numb, heart like a drum
Powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
It’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
It’s a blade to the wrist and i’m letting it run
I flood the bedrooms and burn the stables
Any glimpse of hope was just a fairy-tale
I pick at stiches and pull out staples
A makeshift n**** with some ipod cables
And i could do with space, you could lose the pity
If you’re asking yeah, i could use some booze, i’m s*****
My thoughts come quick they tend to be sickly
They stick to my brain they sit right with me
I’m sick of feeling less than, i need a best friend
Where’s my brothers? i’m gwen, where’s my ben 10?
I’m sick of all the fear i hear out from the fm
Human race has no place- we’re just a dead end
Blades don’t stay in a place of fear
I think blades are fate, i was c****** for years
Pedal to the metal and i’m skipping the gears
Eyes shut, half cut, and got the devil to steer
The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
I push away my loved ones ‘cause f#ck it, i’m done
I rip off this flesh, i got no time for the gun
I’m too far gone and now i’m drowning for fun
Emotionally numb, heart like a drum
Powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
It’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
It’s a blade to the wrist and i’m letting it run
Left unimpressed when searching for enjoyment
Even the best things in life- they leave me disappointed
Take a peek in the mirror then cover to avoid it
Self hate, m*******, and socially avoidant
Awkward and foolish, i never was a cool kid
Followed to the bus every day by some cruel kids
Made it to high school, ate my lunch in a cubicle
Each day felt ashamed for something i didn’t even do
Haven’t seen my closest friend i over six months
Haven’t seen my family, no, i’ve seen drugs
High times – only memories i can think of
Chop up, tune out, fill a cup and drink up
No one comprehends or even hears what i’m saying
I’m beyond f***** up, i’ve had enough, i’m not playing
I spiral, i’m s******, wild, not in denial
I’ve known for a while that i’m f****** insane
The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
I push away my loved ones ‘cause f#ck it, i’m done
I rip off this flesh, i got no time for the gun
I’m too far gone and now i’m drowning for fun
Emotionally numb, heart like a drum
Powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
It’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
It’s a blade to the wrist and i’m letting it run
I take a breath and accept that life can get difficult
I’m done with all the tears, i’m bored of being pitiful
I made it to here- and that’s the f****** principle
I’ll dig my way out- and make it to my pinnacle
Done with depression and over being cynical
Might give this pain a name and work it with some syllables
Put it to a beat- release a f****** miracle
I’m a beast- its clear- my poetry is lyrical
F*** it- i’m done. i’m coming for blood
I got my demons screaming out – now they’re locked in the trunk
I put this pen to the paper and i’m letting it run
Was a mess, i shed this flesh, and now i’m looking for fun
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