This depression sh#t is kinda #ss
So many thoughts up in my head
It make me wanna crash
And if i did
Would i be wrong
For thinking bout the past?
And if i told you that i love you
Would you say it back?
See i been fighting all these demons
All alone
I’m in my bedroom
Rolling up the dope
Don’t wanna vent
Cause i don’t trust you
Too many people lie right to my face
And that’s the issue
They wonder why i’m toxic
And it’s really pretty simple
Cause n#gg#s say they got you
When they don’t
And that’s a fact
These b#tches say they riding
But we really know that’s cap
I been down for a while
Tell me wherе tf you at
Prolly waiting till i’m up again
This sh#t is really sad
Omo until i’m dead
I don’t really want no friеnds
Catch me crying in a benz
Before i’m crying to a b#tch
I been loyal from the start
Promise that’ll never end
I been chillin in the dark
Trynna find the light again
I don’t really ask for help
Cause i don’t wanna try again
Drown myself in all these drugs
So i don’t gotta fight again
Tell my momma all the time
I wanna be alive again
I be lying to be honest
Don’t want her crying again
Just want her want her proud of the kid
I been out of this sh#t
Just need a positive chick
To say i’m alright in this b#tch
Promise you’ll never switch
But i promise they always did
Promise they have my back
I promise they never did
Promise i never did
Ain’t that bout a b#tch
Called a couple n#gg#s family
Never thinking they would switch
I was with em on the daily
Everyday we getting lit
If i told you that i got you
Than i gotchu
And that’s it
Keep my feelings to myself
Cause every ignorant
I don’t really like to talk
Cause ain’t nobody hearing sh#t
I been praying to the sky
I’m really hoping that you there
And if i really had to die
I’m really hoping that i lived
I just ask that you love me before i’m gone
Justin is the youngest of my 4 children, he’s my baby. i would describe him as being headstrong yet shy depending on the situation, loving, sensitive, giving and supportive, willing to help out when necessary, he’s an independent thinker yet willing to hear another person’s perspective, and most importantly justin is loyal. ever since he was a young boy, he has always used music as an expression of his emotions. whether it was the type of music he would listen to, or the lyrics he would write, we could always tell what mood justin was in. through his music justin shares experiences that have caused him a great deal of pain and disappointment. situations where he has been betrayed or let down by family and friends alike. as a loyalist justin is really big on people being loyal and truthful. thus he maintains his truthfulness when expressing his feelings to others. i wouldn’t say he’s toxic, but it is true that his honesty has at times cost him friendships and relationships, as the saying goes people can’t always handle truth. my wish is that music continues to be a cathartic means of expression and that justin be able to work through the demons that haunt him to find peace through his music
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