Chorus:
Comin’ up from the dirt ain’t got nothin’
Spent all my money on drugs b#tch im buzzin’
I got love in my heart it ain’t toxic
But ima make it to the top come and watch this
Ye, i been f#ckin’ up
Gettin’ my money up
Spend it all in one day b#tch i ran it up
Ain’t sippin’ double cups
Ain’t takin’ xans been makin’ bands i’m tryna sum it up yeah
Verse:
Sleep deprived
Dead inside
Look into my demon eyes
Tryna run from the pain
Tryna put on a disguise
But i can’t run away
No more entertaining lies
No i’m not okay
No i’m not f#cking fine
I don’t even know who i am
I’ve fallen in the deep end got these demons stuck in my head
I’m trying but i cannot figure out how to stop it
Maybе it’s just better if i die, can’t ovеrcome it
I can’t even look at myself in mirror
Paranoid i’ll go f#cking insane i need my dealer
Gimme all these drugs yeah they make me see clearer
f#cking up my brain livin fast and full of fear yuh
I’ve been movin’ down a dark path
Feelin’ like i’m in a f#cking car crash
Why the f#ck it feel like this
I’m sick of feelin’ like that
All the pain accelerates like everyday i’m tryin’ man
I’m so sick of hiding man
Bridge:
I’m so sick of hiding
I’m just about ready to fight it
But i can’t f#ck it up
I gotta get it right or i’ll end up dyin’
Chorus:
Comin’ up from the dirt ain’t got nothin’
Spent all my money on drugs b#tch im buzzin’
I got love in my heart it ain’t toxic
But ima make it to the top come and watch this
Ye, i been f#ckin’ up
Gettin’ my money up
Spend it all in one day b#tch i ran it up
Ain’t sippin’ double cups
Ain’t takin’ xans been makin’ bands i’m tryna sum it up yeah
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