They say dey hate you
-is weight of that hate dat dey spew true
Is my momma really done through with me truly i have no clue
And to my grandma
Pray heavenuh sight so that you could see my plight
I…beg for your forgiveness-put my job ovuh yuh life
I-…
Really done wonduh how i went wrong
Hopin’ hell will be my forevuh since heaven ain’t rain along
And my daddy wanting to know when i’ll visit him in dis rhyme
I’m feelin’ likuh f#ckin screwup since i nevuh made da time
-why
Have i become so ballistic inside my head
-but if everybody around you is going crazy you misled
-imma f#ckup
-get my luck up-prayin’ for god
-but i feel abandonment like how i turned on all of my squad-shit…
f#ck ro capone…that’s what my greatest haters sown into my head hopin’ dat im stayin’ unknown
f#ck ro capone-we’d kill yo #ss if god would let us bring juice back-we write that sh#t in stone
How could i…ever seen tuh f#ckin understand
How could i….ever seem to grow up like a man
-but if heaven and hell exist then surely i will meet my end cause if heaven and hell exist then i’ll burn to pay for my sins
I nevuh was da best brothuh
-truly nevuh da best lovuh
So to my formuh fiancé sorry but you cheated f#ckuh
To my mothuh ruby stupid in me nevuh seen truly- you cared
-prepared us sinnuhs dinnuhs on da days you couldn’t be there
-and if i could evuh share
-my wealth like grandma there
-den i would make it rain generational wealth so fair
And if you don’t hear this song
-i pray you pass it on
-yes you who listening let my story rewrite my rongs
So all my life people harassed me
-den ask me if they could unmask me
-wonderin’ why i nevuh speak you’ll learn that lastly
-if you have seen the sh#t i seen
-and been demeaned like i have bean (been)…
-you’d stay livin in fear-despisuh world that lied to me
-been picked on, kicked on, chewed on since only da age of five
-child abuse runnin’ rampant wonderin’ how i could survive
-if i could fly i’d be uh buttuhfly tuh fly from pain
-jumped on by bullies from 6-8 how it could stain my brain…
At 8 i went to church felt god abandoned me in dirt
-seekin’ salvation but members only cause me hurt
-only cause me pain
-only cause me strain
-only cause me trouble
Why should i even speak if i’ll end up in f#ckin’ rubble
-feelin trouble-double betrayed by lessons i learned at five
If you saw through my eyes then surely you would f#ckin’ cry..
And if you think that phrase a lie then i would rather die..
Because you part of da reason dis world remains as i
Sorry i let all my people down (sh#t)
-i’m
Sorry i couldn’t withstand my ground
-but if heaven and hell exist then surely i will meet my end cause if heaven and hell exist then i’ll burn to pay for my sins
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