It’s been hard to love myself while my brain isn’t working correctly
My emotions are f#cked up and broken, I know it, but still I just hold it against me
Made a lot of questionable choices
The voices in my head annoy me, avoid ’em
I can’t really, can’t get away, can’t cope
And you don’t understand that I’m lacking the dopamine
Fell face first into self-hatred and I can’t get myself back out
So I just mix opiates up with the copious amount of liquor until I pass out [Until I pass out
Lay in bed until three p.m
Saw no choice but to take that route
Seems so hard just to get back up when
All I know is down
Stuck beneath the ground
Tryna figure out how to gеt myself out of this
But all I know is down
If I don’t come around soon I’ll nevеr figure out how I’m gon’ love myself again
Cause all I know is down, down, down, down
All I know is down, down, down, down
All I know is down
Sometimes I just miss being young, back before addictions and rum
Dumb kids that would run with ambitions and just have fun in the sun
We were living it up
Now I wake up, take my prescriptions, light a cigarette up, get it into my lungs
Go through the motions
Pissed I’ve become someone that I hate and who lives like a bum
Depression is something I never expected to wrestle with or that I’d wish to be dead
When I can’t get the negative thoughts in my head to quit nagging me constantly [Got me on edge again
I always thought I’d grow up to be better than who I am now
Stuck in my bed again, stuck to the ground, f#ck it I’m out
All I know now is
All I know is down
Stuck beneath the ground
Tryna figure out how to get myself out of this
But all I know is down
If I don’t come around soon I’ll never figure out how I’m gon’ love myself again
Cause all I know is down, down, down, down
All I know is down, down, down, down
All I know is down
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