Look at that, I made a mistake again
You can tell I’ve lost count with the red pen
It’s a fact, theses scars still reveal
Despite how I’ve tried forcing them to heal
See with that, they say ignorance is bliss
Playing dumb, I’ve really gotten good at this
It’s a fact, they’ll say whatever ‘bout me
How I’m unwanted and loved by nobody
Bruised before you, the pain the pain
Have to push through the pain the pain
Bid my breath adieu, the pain, the pain hurts so
Everybody tells mе I’m a failure, there’s no rеason to even show me love
No matter whatever I do, it falls short of enough
I-I-I just have to try and fake through the whole way
If I smile abidingly, would then it be okay?
Look at that, seems I’ve scraped my skin again
You can tell I’ve lost count of times fallen
It’s a fact, theses traumas still reveal
Despite all my tries to still conceal
See with that, I’ll pretend nothing’s amiss
Holding it in, I’ve gotten good at this
It’s a fact, they’ll say whatever they think
I feel their hatred covering me
With choking feelings, I’m quaking quaking
Self loathing, I’m shaking shaking
Suffocating, still faking faking I’m whole
Everybody tells me I’m a failure, there’s no reason to even show me love
No matter whatever I do, I’ll still be the victim
I-I-I still wonder why I breathe in the first place
If I smile more naturally, would that make it all okay?
God if you’re there listening to my song, then please, I want to be reborn worthy
They say you don’t make mistakes, so do you just hate me?
Crying my eyes dry, my heartbeat turns to a lullaby
Maybe, maybe, when morning comes, I’ll smile for the first time
So my life of failed attempts
‘Till tomorrow, goodbye
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