No one knows who i’ve become now
I still left some traces of who i was before
When i was nothing and i was lost
I had to fight to understand who i really am
I’ve done everything to get out of it i told you so
From selling drugs to doing live streams
I was all alone and i had no friends
I wanted a little support but never mind
I was talking to my screen like an autistic man
Day and night i got into music
Because grandpa wanted to make a career
I’m taking on his dreams i’m gonna be an artist
So i’m organizing myself to make some money
Finance my projects is this objective
In the city i start looking for a little work
But without a degree i couldn’t find my place
I’ve got a lot of disappointments and failures
I’m not gonna tell you the details because it’s not pretty
I’m developing an obsession for all these checks
I told myself f#ck the music i just want money
That’s where i thought that the man was screwed
Or maybe it’s just me that’s cursed
Meanwhile i’m going off the right path
My passion has become my sorrow
But i’ve sacrificed everything
Even if it hurts i’ll never say it
Happiness against potential success
And then i’m gone with the money
But for me, success is not about having full pockets
I’ve started my career with a bouquet of chrysanthemums
To succeed for my bro’s became the theme
It’s my way of telling them that i love them
The death of my brother made me change
Made me understand that time is counted
I’ve got the recipe, i’ve got the skills
So for them i have to give it all
My life took on a meaning when his stopped
As i get older i see memories fade
I just remember that we used to dream of escaping
But the more i get away the more i think we got it wrong
I’m thinking about the ones that left me behind
We’ll just say it’s life you know
And f#ck it i’m not gonna listen to your b#llsh#t
I’ll stay strong i’ll make my way like daddy
I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
Counting on my shadow no one to support me
At the edge of the abyss i’m watching out so i don’t fall
Of course that deep down i’m full of regrets
But i’ve sacrificed everything
Even if it hurts i’ll never say it
Happiness against potential success
And then i’m gone with the money
But for me, success is not about having full pockets
I’ve started my career with a bouquet of chrysanthemums
To succeed for my bro’s became the theme
It’s my way of telling them that i love them
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