I’ve done a lot of wishin’, hopin’
Missing, moping
Loathing of myself
Can never open up
Consistent joking
Doping
Dopamine flowing
Life as I know it
So much grossing in my mind
Gross stuff
Wish I could just blow it up
But ain’t got the guts to do that
So I’m stuck on it
Like band aid fixes
Living just trying to get this business up
Website visits and the listens up
Getting love makes me never wanna give it up
It’s motivating
Starting to do some switching up
Into some new and different stuff
Like I give a f#ck
I’m on a mission
Getting better at this living stuff
Trying to use logic ‘cause what I’m feeling
Tends to have me losing reason
Going to resorts
Whеre I’m losing feeling
Staring at the ceiling
For somе shielding
When I hate what is revealing
And can’t deal with it, anymore
I didn’t know which way to go
To find a place to call my home
My self control
The days alone
I really grow
Let’s start the show, yeah
Keep looking on, yeah
Got to be strong, yeah
Pull through, no wrong
Feel the sun
Starring on
Restricted, like channel blocks
My channeling been blocked
With my mind on lock, like prison
I felt locked up
Struggling every time to finish a sentence
That would make me feel like I’m understood
Or maybe never let it be
Always had to have something wrong with me
I could never see it through
Had to throw it long
Receiver of my mental games
Man, I’d hate to feel it on the end-zone
Dealing with my negativity
What the f#ck was I doing?
Stubbornness in the way
My own pride had me losing, down hard
Especially those special girls that I’ve throw away
Saw my potential and what was potentially
My way out the grave
Getaway
But my demons had to steal it all away
Intercepting connection with my reflections
Buried under trees
Gone away like smoke clouds
When I roll the window down
After I be smoking loud
I didn’t know which way to go
To find a place to call my home
My self control
The days alone
I really grow
Let’s start the show, yeah
Keep looking on, yeah
Got to be strong, yeah
Pull through, no wrong
Feel the sun
Starring on
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