I haven’t been there, hope you forgive me
I haven’t been the best, but i’m trying
Writing this song to tell you i love you
’cause i haven’t been there, hope you forgive me
I haven’t been the best bro to you, i swear that i’m trying
I haven’t always been honest with you, always feel like i’m lying
Lying to myself, lying to you and now i feel like i’m dying
’cause i haven’t always been there, but i swear that i’m trying
Think it’s time to open up and be honest, this knot that i’m untying
Was keeping me hanging, i was scared to say these demons were complying
To every single thought i ever had, to every single thought that made me sad
To every single thought you may have had, to every thought that made me feel bad
I’m sorry if i hurt you, sorry if i’ve ever been alarming
I’m sorry if i stabbed you in the back, i promise to be unalarming
And i’ve been damaged up inside my head from all of this carnage
I love you, i know i don’t ever say it, so these words i’ve tried to harvest
Have been eating me alive, if i ever hurt you, then i apologise
These words have been on my mind, my entire life is undefined
I wish i could’ve been a better brother, been unaligned
I love you, little sis, just know, this verse was for you
I’m feeling lonely, am i the only
One who is lonely? feeling unholy
I’m feeling lonely, am i a phoney?
I’m dying slowly, demons control me
I’m feeling lonely, am i the only
One who is lonely? feeling unholy
I’m feeling lonely, am i a phoney?
I’m dying slowly, demons control me
I haven’t been there, hope you forgive me
I haven’t been the best, but i’m trying
Writing this song to tell you i love you
’cause i haven’t been there, hope you forgive me
I haven’t been a great friend to you, i swear that i’m trying
Sorry if i offended you with the feelings i’ve been hiding
Feel like my lips were sewn shut like the merc-with-a-mouth
From x-men origins, these demons and these doubts
Have been taking over my mind, i’m tryna be kind
When i tell you that i love you, i never meant to hurt you
Never meant for this, i thought we were perfect by design
And girl, you were so divine, you’re finer than wine
I could’ve been your vision, you could’ve been my wanda
But i’m sorry if i did you wrong, if i made you wonder
What the f#ck is wrong with me, but even i wonder
Just wanna be put to sleep, kill me and make me weep
’cause the demons now appear, the demons are all i hear
The feelings are severe, i’m just tryna be sincere
When i tell you it’s all my fault, the reason we’re not a thing
Reset me to default where these feelings no longer sting
’cause i’m sorry for all i did and for all i said
I’ve been laying in my bed wishing that i was dead
But these monsters in my closet won’t ever make things right
I miss you, katie, this second verse was for you
I haven’t been there, hope you forgive me
I haven’t been the best, but i’m trying
Writing this song to tell you i love you
’cause i haven’t been there, hope you forgive me
I haven’t been there, hope you forgive me
I haven’t been the best, but i’m trying
Writing this song to tell you i love you
’cause i haven’t been there, hope you forgive me
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