go on without me Lyrics – sphere merchants

go on without me Lyrics by sphere merchants

〈verse 1〉
Might need you to go on without me
Hate how i feel when you’re around me
I’d rather be 6 in the ground be-

-cause i’m back to feeling like drowning
It all fell apart, my surroundings
Get blurry when i think about things
Remember the chemistry, how we

Shared touches and glances while drowsy
Just wish that you gave it a chance
Feel like it was over before it began
I thought the issue was distance

Then i closed the gap and you left me heartbroken again
Head in my hands
I wanna cry but i can’t
Lay in my bed and pretend

Things that you said
Were the truth even though i bet they were at that time in your head
〈hook〉
Now i just wanna be dead

I cannot be loved for that long i guess
Back on my meds
Not cuz they help, cuz they kill my desire for romance and sex
I wanna die

Every time i’m left behind
The only constant in my life
I cannot find
A way forward so go on without me it’s fine

Now i just wanna be dead
I cannot be loved for that long i guess
Back on my meds
Not cuz they help, cuz they kill my desire for romance and sex

I wanna die
Every time i’m left behind
The only constant in my life
I cannot find

A way forward so go on without me it’s fine
〈verse 2〉
I’m a mess, i know that
Never been so down bad

I’m depressed, got no cash
Follow the steps but i’m 10 back
I don’t know how to be alone
My heart’s never found a real home

She’s been stuck outside in the cold
Long enough that her blood’s all froze
Heart is frozen, brain is rotting
I am running out of options

Living life as half a person
So pathetic, broken, worthless
There is nothing but the surface
I only exist for service

Use me up, exhaust my purpose
This is just the life i’m cursed with
〈hook〉
Now i just wanna be dead

I cannot be loved for that long i guess
Back on my meds
Not cuz they help, cuz they kill my desire for romance and sex
I wanna die

Every time i’m left behind
The only constant in my life
I cannot find
A way forward so go on without me it’s fine

Now i just wanna be dead
I cannot be loved for that long i guess
Back on my meds
Not cuz they help, cuz they kill my desire for romance and sex

I wanna die
Every time i’m left behind
The only constant in my life
I cannot find

A way forward so go on without me it’s fine
〈outro〉
Now i just wanna be dead
I cannot be loved for that long i gue- gue- gue- gue-

Back on my meds
Not cuz they help, cuz they kill my desire for roma-
Desire -sire -si- -si- -si- -si- -sire
I wanna d- d- di- die

I’m left behind
The only constant -stant -stant life
I cannot find
A way forward so go on without me it’s fine fine f- f- f- f- f- f-
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sphere merchants Lyrics – go on without me

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go on without me