I don’t know how to write a song
Without feeling like I’m losing my mind
All of the time
It felt more easy when I was 15
Now that I’m 21 I’ve come undone
I’ve had so much fun
I’m scared to be 22
Taylor Swift made it seem like it’d be so easy
But now I’m queasy, ha!
I don’t know how I made it on my own
Now I’m scared to go back home
And be alone
I think too much about what life should be like
I know it’s gonna be a long uphill hike
I’ve got secrets in my head
All the rumors that she said
And I’m still thinking about being in your bed
Same old sh#t to b#tch and moan
How will I pay off my student loans
Making music as my capstone
Since when did I start to feel so grown?
I’m scared of running from the uphill fight
I don’t know what happens at the end of the night
No matter the outcome I won’t be alone
Since when did I start to feel so grown?
I find myself thinking in circles
I remember the way that your hair curls
You weren’t like the other girls
I’ve had the chance to see
That a gas light is bright enough
Does it keep you up at night?
The same way it sometimes does me
I think too much about what life should be like
I know it’s gonna be a long uphill hike
I’ve got secrets in my head
All the rumors that she said
And I’m still thinking about being in your bed
Same old sh#t to b#tch and moan
How will I pay off my student loans
Making music as my capstone
Since when did I start to feel so grown?
I’m scared of running from the uphill fight
I don’t know what happens at the end of the night
No matter the outcome I won’t be alone
Since when did I start to feel so grown?
I’ve never had a crisis feel so big
I can’t rig the odds in my favor
A damsel in distress but I’m my own savior
It’s left up to me
And who I wanna be
It’s all up to me
This is my reality
You can’t take away from me
It’s all up to me
You’ve got me f#cked up
As if that ain’t enough
Like it was so f#cking off-the-cuff
I call your bluff
Wondering will it ever be enough?
[It will never be enough.
Are you the damsel or the drama queen
Don’t need to be so g#dd#mn mean
I change the scene, it plays on a new screen
I was nineteen
When I felt the world fall out beneath me
Same old sh#t to b#tch and moan
How will I pay off my student loans
Making music as part of my capstone
Since when did I start to feel so grown?
I’m scared of running from the uphill fight
I don’t know what happens at the end of the night
No matter the outcome I won’t be alone
Since when did I start to feel so grown?
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