The visions of images of the hate I taught
Friendships forfeited over the way I thought
Distanced from the intimate instances of the pain I caused
Project forgiveness from the slain I’ve fought
I was the worst brother, and even worse boyfriend
The type to hurt others, as he the cursed orphan
How can I sleepin in peace and dream of a better day?
With history of street violence upon my resume
The hardеst part is living with the choices
’cause I was contributor to thе poisons
I would take a clear and then limit it with distortions
I would take my pain and then give it a sick importance
My path was too attached to dark kismet
My heart missed it, while keeping everyone I knew at arm’s distance
I hope what you see now’s a stark difference
But i’m accounting for my parts in this
Seeking harsh sentence
I’m guilty
No need for a plea or defense council
I’m guilty
I’m guilty
No need for debate or deliberation i’m guilty, [yeah, hah]
Worthless and aloof, violence was a language I was versed in since abuse
I remember nothin, except the numbness from the cries
My mother gave me the name of a f#ck that she despised
I was full-rejected, wearing the pain as camouflage
As ever relationship I would learn to sabotage
I come from the anguish of the abandoned and forgot
Take out on whoever was on the block
This continued in the Army, I was depression and despair
Volunteering my services for death and didn’t care
I went straight from Juvi, because it was that or serve the term out
Facing down a weapons charge, outlook lookin burnt out
This wasn’t a movie, this was my family’s karmic debt
The lifelong affliction of a disgraceful army vet
Heart be set with large regret, can hardly guess
I don’t know what else I’ll be charged with
But i’m guilty
No need for a plea or defense council, i’m guilty
I’m guilty
No need for debate or deliberation, i’m guilty
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