I think i make it harder than it has to be cuz i never seem to follow what’d be best for me
And in some regard i feel i’m lacking empathy; i ain’t ever see what everyone expect from me, woah
I’ll be growing up eventually, i’m just scared that everything will change drastically
And i’ll worry about every single step of me; the only thing i ever wanted was serenity
I guess i feel alone, but it’s okay; or not, f#ck
I think i have a tendency to quickly giving up
I think i havе a tendency to ruin what i touch, at least for mysеlf
I always say just wait a week, or month
And so the seasons pass and the changes never come
I feel like i’ve been so caught up guessing other people’s thoughts that it’s hard to hear my own for once
And everywhere i go, all these worries are near
What if it will stop, what comes after the fear?
And i feel so cold, i just wish you were here; yeah, i know
That i should really stop talking down on myself
I wish that i could see myself like everyone else
I wish i wasn’t certain that there’s nothing that helps; i just wanna go home
And this is for the past me: don’t keep thinking all these pieces fall to place when you’re eighteen
All this never matters ‘til my heart starts racing
I swear that i’m trying; say you ain’t gon’ hate me; please don’t
Why is it so hard if it’s all for the better?
I miss having the feeling i could wait ‘til forever
And i don’t wanna care anymore; i don’t know who i do this for if i never put myself in the center, yeah
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