At anytime, you can fall into insanity
Once in your prime, now you’re thinking thoughts you can’t believe
Try to deny, but the truth will come through, and you’ll be
Forced to comply, with your urges, less you can defeat
Evil, but try, and you’ll see that evil can’t be beat
And it’s no lie, and remember that your family
Ain’t safe from finding this evil, earth’s the land of the
Wicked, through eyes, of the devil we see, and we seek
Solace but die, before we can live life happily (some)
Choose suicide, and some murder, and some passively
Just stroll on by, wasting life but that’s reality (life)
Ain’t all that fine, so just let me off, i have to leave
I’ve been defeated
Can’t believe how many times that i have failed
I see no reason
To refrain from killing someone, can’t help
Myself from squeezing
Their f#cking necks like stress balls, i can’t tell
What has caused this feeling
I don’t give a f#ck, i’ll cut myself
After each killing so i can feel even
Sticking a drill inside somebody’s head and i’m peeling
Their skin off, fill them with caulk, then i seal them
Shut them with glue, give them a wash, dress them, place them near the
Window where they sit, they staring, but i fear the
Glue won’t hold because i’m still learning this, but i’m seeking
More knowledge, in a trance, creating my dream of
Creating a family, because life’s so cold, deep in
Such a hard depression until i discovered
I could make some friends and some sisters and some brothers
A wife, a whole wedding with some kids, a secret lover
Any fantasy in my head, twisted? nah, just long lost
Psychedelic trip, as i try to get a grip on reality all while i’m holding a hostage
I’m seeing illusions, fill me with confusion unloading this glock, spread
Your brain on wall can’t take this at all in a state of shock, head’s
Throbbing profusely my body’s refusing to calm down can’t process
My actions no more i’m stuck on autopilot
I’m packing a heater no stopping the violence
I’m crashing the party start popping and silence
Upon us i’m smashing the beats pill on my ex
I bulldoze and smash through the door to the lawn and get
Tackled by some kid, start firing got him them
Pushed his dead body off ripped my shirt off and gripped
The heater i’m trigger happy no stopping this
Black out and wake up inside of a cornfield
Covered in blood with an axe and a torch, feel
Someone is watching me, what is this ordeal?
Walking around until i spot a corpse, wield
My axe, grip it tight as a scarecrow attacks me
He’s holding a sickle, he’s swinging and slashing
It rampantly, can’t believe all this is happening
Plant the axe into his forehead starting dashing
In some random direction
Through the darkness aimlessly, feel scared and perplexed with
A headache and my brain is screaming but i’m at an exit
Found the highway, i can’t believe i’m here but there’s not a question
What i gotta do, i toss my axe at a minivan
It goes right through the windows, hits the head of the pretty gal
Driving it, it slows down, jack it then i hit the gas
Speed away into the night, still confused and in a trance
Or so i thought
As i was now back with the hostage
Still holding a glock and i’m not fathoming what just
Happened what the f#ck was that? i’m panicking, want this
Crazy trip to end my brain is damaged beyond fix-
Able i can’t regain my thoughts my vision is blurry
Reality is meaningless yet still in a hurry
To find my mind again, but i’m stuck in purgatory
Don’t know what is real or what is f#cking working for me
Anymore
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Tomaskers Lyrics – Have To Leave
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