Healing Is Gangster Lyrics – AJ McQueen

Healing Is Gangster Lyrics by AJ McQueen

God be with me. God be with us
Yea
When i was young they tried to put me on meds
Tried to say something wrong with my head

I couldn’t sit still, they tried to box me like a kid’s meal
Couldn’t afford toys but i always had a big wheel
I never cared what the doctor feel
I was misunderstood

Being raised in the hood
I see the shooting prostituting and the gang
Recruiting
How the hell imma go to school and be a good student

Now i’m lashing out, the hate you giving me i pass it out
No halloween but i mask it now
I’m trying to free myself
You call me crazy when i be myself

Reflecting on thе past
That’s the only time i see myself
Said i’ma bе good before i hit 30
Then I hit 30

Now my mirror dirty
I went from trying to dodge the pills
And i gotta pay the bills and trying to
Cultivate my skills and still find time

To hear what’s real
My soul
It means the world to me
Words cannot express the way it makes me

Feel
My soul it conquers everything
Everything inside
My mind

I go
Soul to soul
Soul to soul
Mental highway

Soul to soul
Soul to soul
Yeaa
Mental fights come in all varieties

I was too proud to say i dealt with anxiety
I thought it made me weak
I thought it made me sweet
To say I felt a little defeat erry other week

Being raised on them blocks i always kept the heat
I hit the church and they told me turn the other cheek
Dog I’m from the streets if i don’t take him he gonna take me
And he got his n#gg#s so i can’t take one I gotta take three

It’s complicated
Now go seek therapy i contemplate it
But I’m too black for that
Mama said go talk to god he got your back for that

Ma I read the text already texted god but he didn’t text me back
See why he do me that
See i got shot at 15 got holes in my jeans
I got ptsd i see that in my dreams

Eh look i got a question
How I deal with all depression, and all the stressing
While trying to count my blessings
The bible say they come from clay so mold me together

I smoke sticky every day just to hold it together
The streets hot, the world cold dog i hate this weather
Have thick skin and pack a sweater
It’s been three years since I lost my daddy

I’m trying to be a daddy
And i got somebody daughter she calling me daddy
Cycles i’m just trying to find peace, somebody’s in the attic
See I’m telling my story to try to help somebody

If you fall and catch yourself before you catch your body
Before you catch a charge
Before you catch some feelings
And put pressure on another trying to make them heal it

They can’t heal you
Your foundation’s shaky
They can’t build you
And if you’re current and dry dog, they can’t feel you

If you hear my voice dog, i feel you
Let go and let god that’s what the real do
Yea
And us black men we need to heal too

See we suffer in silence nobody to turn to
So we turn to violence
That ain’t real n#gg#
If you wanna be real you gotta heal n#gg#

Yeah if you wanna be real you gotta heal n#gg#
Yea
Healing is gangsta
My soul

It conquers everything
Words cannot express the way it makes me feel
My soul
It conquers everything

My mind, My heart, My soul
Soul to soul
Soul to soul
Soul to soul

Soul to soul
Who said that life would be easy
Who said it would be fair
Who said life would be easy

Who said it would be fair
Soul to soul
Soul
Worth its weight in gold
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AJ McQueen Lyrics – Healing Is Gangster

AJ McQueen

Healing Is Gangster