Know i never meant to f#ckin change you
Heart won’t ever let my mind hate you
Yeah, mm
Lie in bed at night
Wanna erase you
Mmmmm
Cause i know i’ll get hurt again
If i chase you
Mmm mmm
I guess we’re both addicts
You got your needles and i got my pen
Grenade in your hand and i’m holding the pin
Watch you explode then repeat it all over again
The blast cannot penetrate through my thick skin
See the position that you put me in?
You always taught me to win and to fight
Why can’t you seem to take your own advice
Too busy stabbing yourself to get high n’
You’re losing your kids, motivation, and drive
And it’s got to the point where i just don’t reply
Hate that i love you it’s such a divide
Cause i
Just wanna fix you, heal you
Understand your addiction, feel you
No tellin what i will do
If you take another hit for the fix and it kills you
Damn
You guilt me in
Say you’re weak
Fill my head with fallacies
I’m so fed up
Don’t call my phone
Leave a muhf#ckin message at the dial tone
I’m sorry that this is what it came too
Yea yeah
Just know i never meant to f#ckin change you
No i never meant to f#ckin change you
Heart won’t ever let my mind hate you
Yeah, mm
Lie in bed at night
Wanna erase you
Mmmmm
Cause i know i’ll get hurt again
If i chase you
Mmm mmm
All the poison you put in your veins
Killing your brain
Tell me i don’t understand i will go insane
Like the railroad conductor of the black sabbath train
Runnin over anything
No wait
You went on binges for weeks
You had me lookin for something to eat
Hopin there’s something i find
I can bring back to both of my siblings
So they don’t go hungry tonight
I do not f#ck with the lies
Tell me what’s the point in wasting my time
On somebody i needed for years but it took them eighteen to arrive
This what you get when the point of my pen
And your needles collide
Mama
I don’t wanna
Leave you behind
Know that you’re
Consistently on my mind
And i love you mom but just follow the signs
Damn
Always been the type to convince everybody i’m fine
Mmmm
Honestly this stress and anxiety
It just eats me alive
Mmmm
Mamma
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
Sincerely hope this isn’t goodbye
Mmmm
Mamma
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
Never meant to change your life
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