“hope”
Let me say something before i go
You know that i can’t do this on my own
You said that i’m okay? i don’t think so!
And maybe i’ll never find all of my hope
Hello, i call you from here to tell my story
I don’t know where to start, it’s gonna be a long story maybe
I’ve been thinkin’ lately, it sounds kinda sadly, but i need someone to talk to
So i can get f#cking relief
I hope you understand about what i’ve been through, so don’t judge anything on me about what the f#ck i do
Like a suicidal thought, been trying to make a headshot, i’ve been killed by depression, i don’t mean to put you on the spot
But ptsd makes me worry, i need some help, can you help me?
All these poisons inside of me, i’m begging you, can you help me?!
I can’t do this on my own when everything is wrong, maybe the f#cking hell is the only place where i belong
For everything in life i’ve been trying my best
I still made some music, but do i need to put ‘em on the trash?
If you see me with my head’s down
It’s called a mental breakdown
There’s a lot of regret in life
So forgive me for what i’ve done
Let me say something before i go
You know that i can’t do this on my own
You said that i’m okay? i don’t think so!
And maybe i’ll never find all of my hope
Here we go again, let me tell you something different
I still wrote a song but i don’t know somehow i can’t feel ‘em
You know i’m in “spain” but the letter “s” remain silence
I feel too much “pain”, it got me thinkin’ “am i broken?”
I’ve been through a lot so don’t mind me if i took drugs, some people call me “junkie”
Yeah, i know it kinda sucks! you know i’m trying to cope with
Trying to stop my f#cking heartbeat
I am suicidal, yeah i know it sounds kinda stupid
But ptsd makes me worry, i need some help, can you help me?
All these poisons inside of me, i’m begging you, can you help me?!
I can’t do this on my own when everything is wrong, maybe the f#cking hell is the only place where i belong
For everything in life i’ve been trying my best
I still made some music, but do i need to put ‘em on the trash?
If you see me with my head’s down
It’s called a mental breakdown
There’s a lot of regret in life
So forgive me for what i’ve done
Let me say something before i go
You know that i can’t do this on my own
You said that i’m okay? i don’t think so!
And maybe i’ll never find all of my hope
I know i’m not the only one
Yeah, who pretending to be fine
I have a dark side inside my mind
So forgive me for what i’ve done
I’m going too deep about inside my head
I can’t handle all this trauma that i had. paranoia makes me feel bad
It kills me until the day when i’ll be death
Let me say something before i go
You know that i can’t do this on my own
You said that i’m okay? i don’t think so!
And maybe i’ll never find all of my hope
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