My friends always ask me if i’d ever let go again
I kinda never respond ’cause i’m scared that i might sound insane
Or maybe i’m just afraid of the answer (answer)
’cause i don’t wanna believe that i could ever (ever)
Be in control enough so i don’t lose it all
I’ve gained way too much, man, i can’t afford to fall
As long as my past and i are still out at war
I promised myself i wouldn’t let down my guard
I’ve been holdin’ myself back
Damn, i forgot how to live
I’ve been tryin’ to be perfect
I didn’t even question it
I think i forgot
How i’m supposed to live
Yeah, i think i f#cked up
I just wanna live
One, two, almost three years went by
Without anything easing my mind
I need some damn peace, oh my
It’s gettin’ harder to get through the night
So i roll it up for them
And i watch them breathe it in
I don’t think they understand
Just how bad i wish that i was them
I’ve been holdin’ myself back
Damn, i forgot how to live
I’ve been tryin’ to be perfect
I didn’t even question it
I think i forgot
How i’m supposed to live
Yeah, i think i f#cked up
I just wanna live
f#cked up, f#cked up, f#cked up, f#cked up
I’ve been holdin’ myself back
Damn, i forgot how to live
I’ve been tryin’ to be perfect
I didn’t even question it
I think i forgot
How i’m supposed to live
Yeah, i think i f#cked up
I just wanna live
I’ve been holdin’ myself back
Damn, i forgot how to live
I’ve been tryin’ to be perfect
I didn’t even question it
I think i forgot
How i’m supposed to live
Yeah, i think i f#cked up
I just wanna live
I just wanna live
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