Heart broken and i’m starin at the moon light
Nothings helping so i’m hopin that this vew might
I dont wanna sink into it tonight
So i crack a brew cause that’s just
What i have to do to get my mood right
I dont understand who i’m even becomin
Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned
Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in
Dont know what i run from, but i keep on runnin
Wish that i could slow down but i’ve never known how
If you give me your heart it’s gonna get thrown out
I stayed in the darkness even when i found light
f#ckin’ hate this bottle so i beak it on the ground like, like
Why do i drink till i’m numb?
Why do i smoke till it’s donе?
Till i dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
Why do i drink till i’m numb?
Why do i smoke till it’s donе?
Till i dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
Feels like i dont fit in with society
They may not like who i am but i am me
I dont talk ever talk i’m sitting quietly
But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety
I have always felt like i dont belong here
It’s been a long year, it’s been a long life
Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright
Little do they know that i had tears dropping all night
Everyone is who the f#ck i need to stay away from
I dont wanna feel sh#t, i just wanna stay numb
I know that it’s not right, needa get my mind right
But for now i’m drunk, high and crying to the sky like, like
Why do i drink till i’m numb?
Why do i smoke till it’s done?
Till i dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
Why do i drink till i’m numb?
Why do i smoke till it’s done?
Till i dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
I dont wanna be like this forever though
I hold onto a lot of sh#t i need to let it go
But it’s harder than i’d like to show
I make the small things seem bigger
Like i’m lookin through a microscope
Lost so many friendships and i lost a few girls
Needa be relentless if i wanna build a new world
I know that i can change every day i am praying
Cause i don’t wabba be a 80 year old man sayin’, sayin’
Why do i drink till i’m numb?
Why do i smoke till it’s done?
Till i dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
Why do i drink till i’m numb?
Why do i smoke till it’s done?
Till i dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
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