I Wish Lyrics – Banda Jayy

I Wish Lyrics by Banda Jayy

I been tryna find a way to escape
Full throttle with my hand on the lead instead
I been tryna find a way to erase
Will i go up in flames when i finally crash out

I been tryna find a way to maintain
I wish somebody woodchuck me some peace
Couple years i been feeling enslaved
No groundhog but everyday feeling the same

Obama the era
I wished for a changed
Covered my sorrows with watches and chains
Keep calling my phone but i’m watching ring

Before i turned johnny i couldn’t get no bravo
I needed assistance they hit me like dang
Before i was banda thеy wasn’t sure of my name
Now they thinking thеy know me but we ain’t the same

Emotions turned physical
Heart aches and strains
Can’t imagine how i’m dealing with pain
Couple years past sober

Alcohol i don’t drink
Abusing prescriptions
My weight getting drained
Cut the top off the syrup

Now i’m drinking it straight
Better days reminiscing when that ceiling turned gay
Kevo said cis it my mind went ablaze
To kill over family i stuck the exchange

3 letters holding rank i’m stuck in my age
Militant before the militants
I saw em start the war and finish it
Bodies laid out on the concrete

Relive it audibly and visually
Traumatized, lost identity
It’s a group of demons tryna get to me
Know them days was hard

I lost faith in god because i fixated on what he ain’t did for me
Uh
Go call up my doctor i think i’m insane
Lost trust for these people slandered more than my name

Still i keep going back they keep causing more pain
One day ima shine know i just gotta wait
Because i really been grinding in this everyday
No bars

Xanax got me feeling light headed
Where my life headed
Mentally abroad
For now tho i think i’m holding out

Go to write my wrongs
Now i’m holding up
Book shelf
I keep my head high

Tired of dead guys
Because i red enough
They want the next release i ain’t saying enough
But i’m introverted i think i said enough

Nonchalant i think i fed enough
Energy i think i think dead enough
I can’t be around people that do too much
Because when something happen then they tend to do too much

Everybody eating they wanna chew too much
Can’t have it all i guess i lose too much
Still i’m upping priority’s
Big brain i feel like a minority

Entrain promise it’s a lot more to see
Addicting that’s why these people wanting more of me
Rap feel like forgery
Scarred i been scarred

I won’t validate opinions
Asking what i know
Missing factual sentences
Tears went vacant

Sitting back and i’m grinning
You can’t say you wasnnt hurt
If you was actually in it
Scarred i been scarred

I won’t validate opinions
Asking what i know
Missing factual sentences
Tears went vacant

Sitting back and i’m grinning
You can’t say you wasnnt hurt
If you was actually in it
I been tryna find a way to escape

Full throttle with my hand on the lead instead
I been tryna find a way to erase
Will i go up in flames when i finally crash out
I been tryna find a way to maintain

I wish somebody woodchuck me some peace
Couple years i been feeling enslaved
No groundhog but everyday feeling the same
Obama the era

I wished for a changed
Covered my sorrows with watches and chains
Keep calling my phone but i’m watching ring
Before i turned johnny i couldn’t get no bravo

I needed assistance they hit me like dang
Before i was banda they wasn’t sure of my name
Now they thinking they know me but we ain’t the same
Emotions turned physical

Heart aches and strains
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Banda Jayy Lyrics – I Wish

Banda Jayy

I Wish