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INTRO:
I don’t know
I made this beat at three AM
So I’d better say this now or I might never say it again
Sometimes I wonder if you and me are even friends
Like would you miss me if you never saw my face again?
‘Cause for all the times I’ve cried I’ve often kept it inside
When you ask me how I’m doin’ I reply that I’m fine
And I got a lot stresses that depresses my mind
But you don’t really care so I’m just wastin’ my time
Swimming in circles, how I feel thesе days
I’ve been tryna find my purpose but I’m lost thesе days
I’ve been tryna find the one but I’m alone these days
Yeah this feels like the end but I don’t know these days
I don’t want you to worry so when you see me I’m smilin’
Countin’ all my blessings yeah I promise I’m tryin’
But when I stay up late I tend to picture me dyin’
And when I’m wide awake I tend to picture you cryin’
To be honest that’s something that I’m way too scared to do
But sometimes I think about it if I told you the truth
When these thoughts run wild I get dazed and confused
Like how many more battles do I gotta lose?
I wanna weep I kinda wish I was a willow tree
This pain is evermore but I don’t get no sympathy
From critics deep inside trying to belittle me
It’s hard to hide when you’re your own worst enemy
I know it won’t be easy but I’m making a choice
To cut through disappointment, to ignore all the noise
‘Cause God you’re all I need I will follow your voice
But can’t you take the pain and just replace it with joy?
Just replace it with joy
So I’d better say this now or I might never say it again
Sometimes I wonder what is left for me is this the end?
So then I take a breath, lie motionless and play pretend
But I don’t want that to be your last image of me
And it’s hard to keep swimming when you’re struggling to breathe
Now the tides keep changin’ and I’m lost out at sea
But there’s a couple good things that I’ve been prayin’ to see
Like maybe I’ll start a family, maybe I’ll make a difference
Maybe I’ll move away, maybe that scratched the surface
Maybe the show is over, maybe I’ll draw the curtains
But maybe I’m worth loving and maybe I’m not so worthless
It’s been about a year that I’ve been stuck in the valley
I wanna do what’s right I do what’s left like in Cali
Then I beat myself up and that just makes me unhappy
So I wanna skip the middle, read the ending so badly
I know I’m not completed by the sh#t that I’m chasin’
Someday I’ll be ok, I just gotta be patient
I know I’m not strong enough for what I’ve been facin’
But I know God is and that’s what I’m embracin’
I know I’m worth it got a purpose like a willow tree
This pain’s not evermore so I don’t need no sympathy
From critics deep inside trying to belittle me
They wanna compromise but that’s not who I’m meant to be
I know it won’t be easy but I’m making a choice
To cut through disappointment to ignore all the noise
‘Cause God you’re all I need I will follow your voice
So I know you’ll take the pain and then replace it with joy
You’ll replace it with joy
OUTRO:
I know
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