After 8 years I had 5 suicide attempts
I still feel like I’m never gonna be anything
This Pain, I feel like I’m going Insane
From this b**** world that’s killing me
They think I don’t f**** see
Ready to get inside
I tried to f**** die
But they don’t f**** cry
They f**** really lie
In my f**** mind
Telling me I should’ve f**** died
But no one understands this f**** pain
Thinking I should’ve f**** die when I was 14
Telling me sh#t I’m gonna be the one to dream
I don’t give a f**** about the demons in my mind
They are like telling me I’m be f**** fine
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Feel like I’m dead
Feel like I’m
Dieing in my mind
They are like telling me I’m be f**** fine
But I don’t understand this pain
Tell I f**** fade away
The last part is really difficult to wrap your head around
To think that someone they doesn’t feel
b#llsh#t world in my f**** mind
Should’ve f**** die when I was 14
Should’ve should f**** seen all the sh#t I’m bleeding
Heartbroken crap that I should’ve known
All the sh#t that going to blow
I don’t give f**** what people got to say
So I rather fade away with this f**** blade
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