I took a long hot shower after two rough nights in cuauhtémoc
In a shitty apartment with no hot water on the first night, oh f#ck
And then no water at all on the second day
And the host didn’t respond to me when i complained
The immigration line at the airport was a sweat box
And i heated up a wet hand towel in the microwave to try and wash up
And the place was next to a bumpin’ bar with cocktails, charcuterie, and terrible music
Blasting until two am
For picking a place to stay, i really blew it
And lying in bed on the first night, stinking
My brain seized in a vice grip of inspiration
Sometimes it just doesn’t stop
And it all comes pouring out with music or whatever my brain’s locked on
Like, i’ll go to a restaurant and eat something so good it almost makes me mad
Oh f#ck that’s is delicious why haven’t i tried this yet?
Knowing i’ve been missing out every day prior
On something so incredibly inspiring
Like brentwood corn or heirloom tomatoes
Or mariana’s ramen at los loosers
I’m far away from the small town i grew up in
Or an unreleased neil young album hitchhiker from 1976
Beautiful music speaks to the soul regardless of how undiscovered or rare it is
I don’t need music blogs or trust fund kid music criticism
I just ask my friends what inspires them
When i was a kid things were different than they are now
We shopped for groceries at a place by a barn something like d&a in town
It wasn’t much and the lettuce was brown
Things seemed less complicated back then, but maybe it was all just an illusion
Looking back now i wonder if i just didn’t see it
Growing up with a modest life
Maybe we were just missing
Out but we always had more than everything we needed
Like my early records, the beach boys and the christmas single
Feliz navidad by jose feliciano
Which i listened to a million times until my mom went insane
I was too small then to fret chords on my dad’s martin built in nazareth, pa
And sometimes i hear beautiful music
That makes me think things like, “i wish i’d thought of that”
Or i have thoughts like, “that’s the kind of music i want to make”
When there’s a sound or a chord change or a feeling that makes you double-take
Music speaks to universal truth
And music heals us and helps us work through
Mundane or challenging
Thoughts and issues we face
Like, “why do i still bother reading the news?”
Meanwhile everyone in mexico’s like “aww that’s cute, you’re just catching up”
While forty years ago neil young was singing about peru
The news in mexico was already many decades into being f#cked up
Maybe the world isn’t worse than it used to be
Maybe it just seemed simpler in the 90s
Sometimes you gotta take a stretch
And make something pure and from the heart
Even if you make a mess along the way
To make an omelette you gotta break some eggs
I can be a pain in the neck, ask maryam or those who know me best
I don’t stop moving and i can get pretty intense
I can’t help the way i was made
I see the good and the bad in everything often simultaneously
Anyway here i am in la condesa in cdmx
Reading a book “don’t suck, don’t die” about vic chestnutt by kristin hirsh
No one would insure vic because he was a quadriplegic
And he needed surgery but couldn’t afford it
Sure kurt cobain was around, and it was before twitter and facetime
But all the while monsanto was rising
Tv life was dumbed down for couch-surfing hillbillies
Remember jerry springer, dateline nbc or unsolved mysteries
I took a walk in the park under the cool summer rains
Things are easy here, and i don’t really miss the bay
The food is good and the music is inspiring
And i gave a guy a few bucks and he played bach’s concerto for cello in c minor
Back in the bay i talked to my old neighbor kerry
About the homeless addiction in old oakland, my old neighborhood
She said there’s a problem with pills and her#in
I got a ride home with a lyft driver, she had a masters in social work
She had a nice smile and asked me how my day was
And i asked her about the opiate crisis
“please share your insight”
She told me about how street drugs are laced with bad sh#t
That many times the drugs are traced back to legitimate prescriptions
They are finding that folks don’t react the same way as people used to
When they overdose, and i didn’t mention that earlier this year i attended a funeral
And now i’m back home in the bay
And life goes on, the more things change the more they seem the same
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