The realest song i ever wrote
The truest words i ever spoke
Yo
Through my growing pains
I was a growing pain in the arse with a growing pain in my heart
In drama class i was always playing a part
And the thing that set me apart from everyone else
Was that i tried so hard for everyone else
Mostly socially inept, insecure and slightly retarded
Most people had grown up around me, i hadn’t even started
My gcses werе a horrible experiеnce
And i was still delirious when dad had departed
When you refuse to realize that people find you repulsive
You soon learn the hard way and in your mind, all the closeness –
You ever felt soon begins to evaporate
Too little too late, it’ll just have to wait
And when you suffer a loss, it’s the final nail in the coffin
I feel the pain to this day and i blame myself often
It’s as though we’ve split apart and gone our separate ways
But still i pray for your health and that you’ll find better days
Til infinity – after everything we’ve been through
I promise that i’m gonna make it up to you
Til infinity – and beyond forevermore
I’ll be paying you back as i’m laying this track
Til infinity – i hope what i used to be like
Ain’t still what you think i’m like in the back of your mind
Til infinity – and beyond forevermore
The list keeps growing, the pain keeps showing
I had an opportunity in higher education
To make something good of my life before the final destination
Along the way i fell in love, a deer in the headlights
So preoccupied with love i forgot what true love felt like
I’d have done anything for her, make no mistake about it
But my mistake about it was i left my mates out of it
And i dove in too deep to the point i nearly drowned
I feel like i’ve iet people down and can’t reach higher ground
My brain hurts and my heart bleeds, a haemorrhagic aneurysm
Because of my general mannerisms
I bunny hopped across too many lines i know i should have toed
I wouldn’t blame you one bit if you had told me where to go
But i’ll remember you though for the rest of my life
And though we had a shaky ride, we still had amazing times
And i pray you’re living larger in a happier vicinity
And the opinions you have of me aren’t all finicky
Til infinity – after everything we’ve been through
I promise that i’m gonna make it up to you
Til infinity – and beyond forevermore
I’ll be paying you back as i’m laying this track
Til infinity – i hope what i used to be like
Ain’t still what you think i’m like in the back of your mind
Til infinity – and beyond forevermore
The list keeps growing, the pain keeps showing
My life’s a constant state of character development
Where someone gets treated cruelly or put down like an elephant
So i built a circle around myself stronger than everglade
And spat more bars than most man would ever raise
But i’m still trying to figure out the man i wanna be
So i wanna start off on the right path with an apology
Under this thick exterior is manic hysteria
I panic, i get frantic and i feel inferior
Part of becoming a man is owning up to those occasions
Where you could have acted different and been part of the equation
I have to learn to cope with my regrets like hov once said
I guess along the way i forgot to keep it 100
And dug too many holes till i was nearly 50 foot under
I can’t change who i was, but i’ve changed who i can be
When you fall, the only way is back up on your damn feet!
Til infinity – after everything we’ve been through
I promise that i’m gonna make it up to you
Til infinity – and beyond forevermore
I’ll be paying you back as i’m laying this track
Til infinity – i hope what i used to be like
Ain’t still what you think i’m like in the back of your mind
Til infinity – and beyond forevermore
The list keeps growing, the pain keeps showing
You f#cked up, owen
Scratching away the surface
To find something new and different underneath
Rewinding the tape
Oi
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