Baitha mai sikhne tha, pehle se sick mai tha
Baitha jab likhne haan, zero mai f#ck deta
Hero tu streets mein haan, we know you pretend haan
Uthe jab need se hum, we go too insane haan
Always wanted to fly
Head up way in the skies
Fell down to get back to try
The climb is a part of my grind
One thing i cannot deny
Gravity tried to remind
Sanity’s sudden demise!
Insane i tell you no lies!
Suffered a lot
Put it to thought
Gulped in the pain
Took it with salt
Did what i could
Was it enough?
Under my skin
Feelings do crawl
Picked up a pen
Felt like a ball (ball- party// ball point pen)
Started to rhyme and
Swore not to halt
Now demons of mine are
Trapped in a vault
What’s with the guilt?
When it wasn’t my fault?
I learnt to smile at it all
No more appalled
What is left in their minds
I got in my heart
Nothing at all
Me at my lowest made me make the call! mixed the breath in my lungs with spit straight from the gall, y’all be tripping if y’all think a trip is a fall, ready back on my feet like a trip to kassol!
Gave my word to my mother
To take no sh#t from no other
Cuz when they show you their colours
Is when we got a prob brother
One kolorob or another
Get your mind out of the gutter!
Suck on the lemons life offers
Insane it’s mind over matter!
But know the harder the better
My hardest battle’s the mirror
What boils an egg does melt butter
Screw all who dare beg to differ
Remember sweat isn’t bitter
Calling it so makes a sinner
Like some kids huffing on thinners
Expressing so through demeanors!
Combust a ticket to a roller coaster of a ride, toasters to bath tubs for the ones who flex false sense of pride, psyched all my psychiatrists since they sensed my future sight, i held the pen with my left funny how things turned alright!
Not one to vilify them
They tried to break my heart
Whatever they took from me
Replaced it with my art
Days were green from the start
Walked down a boulevard
Of broken dreams but now i feel its time to use the cards
Off the deck
That was dealt,
Kaushik and
Sannidhya helped!
Hung the thoughts
To hang myself,
Lit the closet
Burnt the shelves!
Be it bats
Or be it belts
Broke my back
But never knelt
Steven rogers outta ice –
Out of time is what i felt!
Baitha mai sikhne tha, pehle se sick mai tha
Baitha jab likhne haan, zero mai f#ck deta
Hero tu streets mein haan, we know you pretend haan
Uthe jab need se hum, we go too insane haan
Always wanted to fly
Head up way in the skies
Fell down to get back to try
The climb is a part of my grind
One thing i cannot deny
Gravity tried to remind
Sanity’s sudden demise!
Insane i tell you no lies!
f#ck favours, kiya khud se find, khud se kar ke grind
Kya hai purpose mera? kyu mai karta rhyme?
Sab ko lagta mai hu fine, kyuki karta smile
Karta heavy breath, hawa itna i call myself a wind chime
Lage mai hu outcast, fighting with my bipolar
Khud se kaise jeetu? namanzoor-e-haar
Zimmedaari leta jis halaat ka mai zimmedaar
They say bottle up the pain and i got 20 some jars
So i turned them 20 jars into 20 some bars
Wo mujhe lage trash, toh kiya scrap
Aur likha dobaara se pura rap
Kiya snap on this beat, this beat is gauntlet
My bars are infinity
Aur farak nahi padta who the f#ck is king
Karna mujhko tujhko throw off tere throne se
Mai jab bhi hu zone mein your girl’s having throat aches, oh wait, i don’t f#ck with roleplays
Dreams ke liye risk mai kar sakta hu all i have
Tu karta choke, you can’t even spit one rap
Mujhko karna chahta hai tu body man?
Bodybag ye joint, i’ve got rix and smeet of this track
This thang is a banger dawg, karta spit, i never stop
I will get as big as sean, i don’t need no favors
Aur rakhna doori, agar paas aana majboori
Agar sapno se zyada tere liye short term pleasures hai zaroori
Kabhi na laga tha baithunga pen ke saath mai
Baitha jo pata na chala tha kaise mai likha tha rap
Aur kaise khud se chalne lage the haat ye
Likhne laga phir har ek bar mai laa ke baatein apne dil se utaar ke
Laga mai bana hu issiliye par pehle kaise nahi aaya khayaal ye?
Diya kabhi damn nahi, laga mujhe time nahi
Agar hota rukna toh karta mai rap nahi
Kabhi nahi dena mujhe kasar mein gap kahi
Sabar se kaam leta hustle mein lag nahi
They been easily thinking they would take over me
So i be holdin’ and chokin’ and throw them off of balcony
That is why whenever i be hearing them talking so money
The bone in their broke mouth for obvious reasons seeming so funny
And these nobodies calling me “nobody”
They wanna body me, bodyin’ you kyuki hai tu sober nahi
Flow par nahi doubt, kyuki i got so many
They been talkin’ plans (plants) man, like they got any (gardening)
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