Remember growing up
I’d never
Nan you always told me to be good at school
I did my best and always tried to follow rules
Until that day I idolised the hood and “shoot the fool”
Yeah, you see lies were you make it bro
And haters do their best to try to take it though
Be real to yourself and never fake it though
This life’s a journey, trust me and be patient though
But I’ve always felt this evil within
This pain that I can’t explain
Evil is sin
And even since a younger man
I tried keeping it in
I’d love to tell why
But I don’t know where to begin [to begin]
I always was scared of a class beach
My Biggy really can’t speak
I told my teacher I’m ill, my heart’s weak
She told me that “You told me that last week”
But can you really blame me miss?
My parents did their best to try and rase the kid
But really man, I should say “Tame the kid!”
‘Cause in this jungle, I’m the lion
Trust me, there’s no taming this
I got a mother that I really don’t see
She’s trying to tame me to some body that I just won’t be
But it’s different with my daddy ’cause he does me
But deep down, I miss you mum
And I feel lonely [lonely]
So what happened? We were so close
And now, you got me felling like some sort of ghost
It’s not a competition “who hurts the most?”
Just know, deep down I miss you an your Sunday roast [I miss you]
I can’t lie, I really miss our big cuddles
Every time that we always had to struggle
Two jobs was a late night hustle
But you up some money
And really, we’re just
But I’m gone
God knows I’m living it up
I’ve had enough of chasing you
Man, you’re time is up
F*** you and f*** you ’till that d*** get you love
Like a p**** that’s retired, I ain’t giving a f***
I’ve tried chasing for years
Being awaken with fear
Being alone up in my home
And try holding back tears
So close to the edge
I’ve lost so many peers
Imagine what it’s like when mum don’t
But I get it
This s***’s pathetic
Where your arms reach
I left home to grow
And you just couldn’t get it
Anywhere I go
Control, I’m Niko Bellic
I need mo’ credit
Release these pellets
To seize them relics
Here’s your da puta
Let a chico
I don’t really care where you’re from
All eyes on Heath
Like I’m 2pac’s son
See my dad in the dark
And he relied on his son
I spray like a gat
I ain’t firing a gun
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BiG HEATH Lyrics – Intro