Did i deserve this?
Would i be at peace now if i let you control me
And if i pretended
To like what you forced; would the memories not haunt me
Would i not feel dirty?
All of the nights ive spent to scrape off my body
Flood with the tears, innocence that i’m mourning
I felt like a void
And I
Have bled 6 years too long
And being really quiet
Has cost me my youth cause
What do you even know
If you can’t process whats
Eating you alive
And theyre all clueless
Cause how will one speak up for truth
When im always brushed away?
When everyone saw me as a filler
Floating through the space
U know i’d cry and scream for help
But there’s no one willing to save me
I thought i won’t make it
I thought i won’t make it
Was heavy to breathe it in
Did i just exist for someone else’s controlling
A fix for your craving
So now i must bear damages when it haunts me
Had no chance to be scared
Mental, physical harms, and all the loathing
Even the Nautica can’t shake it out of my core
Cause how will one speak up for truth
When Im always brushed away?
When everyone saw me as a filler
Floating through the space
U know i’d cry and scream for help
But there’s no one willing to save me
I thought i won’t make it
I thought i won’t make it
Meet me, in the park
Meet me in the park, joan
Bring me back to life
Spark a little fire in mine
Meet me, in the park
Meet me in the park, joan
Erase all my mind
Teach me how to smile
Teach me how
T-teach me how
Cause how will one speak up for truth
When im always brushed away?
When everyone saw me as a filler
Floating through the space
U know i’d cry and scream for help
But there’s no one willing to save me
I thought i won’t make it
I thought i won’t make it
Meet me, in the park
Meet me in the park, joan
Meet me, in the park
Meet me in the park, joan
Meet me, in the park
Meet me in the park, joan
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Tome. (PH) Lyrics – Joan