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This weekend i went to the doctor
And they checked my weight like they do everytime
Took off my sweat shirt
Stepped on the scale
Looked away and closed my eyes
I guess the nurse didn’t see me
Cause she said it out loud
And i felt like i couldn’t breathe
I was still the same size as i was just before she said it
But my body felt heavier to me
It’s just a number
But old habits die so hard
But i blame tumblr and the year 2013
And my mother for as far back as i can remember
Talking sh#t about her body
But it’s just a number
This weeked i went out shopping
Retail therepy, been a long week
Went through the sweatshirts
And through the dresses
And i grabbed a couple jeans
But the 6 didn’t fit me, wouldn’t go over my knees
The 8 was still a bit too tight
I tried to ignore that a year ago those would have fit
And i went out and grabbed a bigger size
Its just a number
But old habits die so hard and i blame tumblr
And the year 2013
And my mother for as far back as i can remember
Oh how am i supposed to love you
When you make it so hard
In every mirror all i see are the stretchmarks and scars
And will i always feel like i’m too much but not enough?
I wish i could believe that its really just a number
But old habits die so hard
And i blame tumblr
And the year 2013
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