I’ll look like a sucker but f#ck it
Let’s do this
I still don’t know why you did it
But it was a life lesson
So i guess life really is a b#tch
Every body’s trynna make me hate myself
Since i knew myself, reflecting themselves, maybe
Didn’t know i could do anything, felt useless
Until i found the pen and paper, felt cool then
Years went by, i was up and down
Mentally unstable, sometimes happy thoughts, sometimes suicide
Bad memories’ comin’ but couldn’t let thеm go
So the pen wanted to burst and i lеt it flood
Then i saw you, felt like i should have her
But i’m a p#ss# #ss shy boy, couldn’t tell you so
But i gathered all my courage, couldn’t let this blow
I let you know and you said no, and the next day yes
I couldn’t handle it, am i really likable?
Maybe i am, maybe i’m not a piece of sh#t after all
Kinda started feelin’ myself, but it was strange
Somethin’ different was happening but i couldn’t feel the change
I had doubts that i shared, but you made me sure
You thought you’re doin’ enough but i wanted more
I was fallin’ more every day and you let me go
I wish you stopped me, but you had a different goal
How you could act like this, it was kinda impressive
It looked so real, sometimes i reminisce it
I thought i’m doin’ something wrong, i was feelin’ pressure
I dreadfully asked do you love me? and you said yes, but
It was all a lie, it was all a lie, it was all a lie
It was all a lie, it was all a lie, it was all a lie
It was all a lie, it was all a lie, it was all a lie
It was all a lie, it was all a lie, it was all a lie
I was patient, but felt like something’s off
The patience ran out and i asked you what the f#ck is wrong
You told me it was all a lie, it was all a show
To see how much you can hurt me, and you can hurt me more
I went down the dark hole again, worse than before
I went hard in rhymin’ and flow
Maybe if you knew what i been through
You wouldn’t do what you did, but f#ck it and f#ck you, uh
You turn love into hate, that’s what you do
I turn all my negatives to positives in the booth
You think you fooled me but you the one lookin’ like a fool
My conscience is clear, i have nothin’ to prove
Maybe i am the normal person after all here
You just cemented in my brain all my constant fears
Fear of not being deserving of any good thing
I gotta start over the confidence i was building
But it’s no problem, ‘cause it ain’t tied to a b#tch
This time i build brick by brick, step by step
I should walk the walk again, there’s no easy tricks
I should talk the talk again, until it exists
Haters deal with self-hate, i just needed proof
I kinda forgive you ‘cause you were feeling hopeless too
I came out a better person but not sure about you
Like everybody else you wanted me to feel worthless too
But it’s a lie, it’s a lie, it’s a lie
‘cause i’m a king b#tch
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