I lost myself
I don’t blame nobody else
And I’ve drained my health
I don’t recognize myself
But you know my name, and you know my plans
I don’t want this world, you can have it all back
When I die it ain’t gon’ matter the size of the coffin
I’d rather have gasoline poured over my carcass
We only pray when everything seems marvelous
Or give a little ‘thanks’ after the fruit has been harvested
But that’s what it’s coming to I’ve been doing music this is all that I ever knew
And people tell me quit or put efforts to better use but people are jealous they’d rather cry and be mad at you
Then do it themselves and I admit I’m afraid Imma fail
Scared to commit to a path that’s why I’m losing myself
Yeah
And that’s an ugly reality I go without weeks talking to God
‘Cuz I feel like he’s mad at me
And I ignore the phone if you contact me
I need a moment alone, I need a moment to breathe
I wanted this world and all that it had
But I got something better, you can have it all back
I lost myself
I don’t blame nobody else
And I’ve drained my health
I don’t recognize myself
But you know my name, and you know my plans
I don’t want this world, you can have it all back
I tell myself have godfidence and believe he’s watching
I see it play out perfectly like I live in hospice
Somewhere I have no stress, possibly live in solace
Only to drown in my thoughts because I can’t stop it
My vibe turn the public audience off
Some say I get too personal or graphic in songs
But this what happens a monster gets backed in a corner
They want a thriller movie and instead, they got horror
Yeah
This music got me acting skeptical now, used to be confident now I’m second-guessing myself
Used to be proud of surpassing a milestone
Now I’m debating, was it really a challenge or was it set too low?
I used to feel rewarded like it was really worth it
Now not even a spark of happiness came to the surface
God I’m resisting urges, to say I lack the courage
That my music is meaningless, lacking in purpose
I lost myself
I don’t blame nobody else
And I’ve drained my health
I don’t recognize myself
But you know my name, and you know my plans
I don’t want this world, you can have it all back
I ain’t go lie to you jealously got me acting out
The lust, the greed, the music, it’s part of my style
I ain’t perfect my biggest issue’s my mouth
We all harbor a chapter we’d rather not read aloud [yeah
We all deal with depression in different ways
You wear a smile and pretend your life is a beautiful place
Okay, but I’m not fake like that
I wear my heart on my sleeve I know the cost and I embrace that debt
I lost myself
I don’t blame nobody else
And I’ve drained my health
I don’t recognize myself
But you know my name, and you know my plans
I don’t want this world, you can have it all back
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