Years pass by yet your shadows still surround me
Held up feelings still crying blindly
There crouched alone i had drawn up a sketch of the sky
Towards the sun on a hilly road now distant
The silhouettes had walked on persistent
The summer heat of the day burning red in my eyes
“you’re so damn bothering” “just go off somewhere already”
Brushing off the hand that saved me “take me with you”
You insisted and reached out for my hand ever kindly
“how annoying” i took my stride a bit beforе you, never looking back at your warm face
“whеre’s your heart, lost in a daze?”
If i’m smart then i’ll quit on looking forward
And rot away ’cause i care no longer
How nice it’d be if my life could be just as before
Years pass by as i live without an exit
And whisper prayers though i never meant it
Because i know that they can’t reach your ears anymore
“i just don’t care” “if i die, let me die!”
While sighing faintly
Grabbing at my wrist just to curse it
If i can’t change the past then i’ll just indulge in this life that i had forfeit
“in this summer of dreams take me back into the past to” “all the days that you were still with me”
Pitiful days i hid my eyes are igniting in the sky
And are burning up the back of my mind
Boy ,18, continued waiting
For her return he kept on living
The ones he lost still scorch his mind
Their silhouettes so warm yet blurring
Towards the sun, the school behind me
Today as well you smile kindly
“let’s play once more”
You said while wavering just out of reach
“you okay?” she had asked a breath with worry
Things like her wouldn’t ever get me
So don’t pretend that you’re sad for the life that i live
In this haze i’ll continue without feeling
Keep up the pace of the days repeating
So that i won’t ever forget your burning skin
If all i want
Is a lie of a time where i’m still with you
Then i’ll use the past as my shelter
And go on in a dream that repeats those days so we could laugh on together
“but you know, if it’s so, then you’ll never face tomorrow”
As if i desire the future
Staining these hands that always lied
To leave boring days behind i will live and die alone in her eyes
Boy, 18, now cold and rotting
Today as well had kept on praying
While clinging on to empty dreams
A bitter smile that’s escaping
Crying out into the sunset
“take me away, oh god just end it!”
The breath he sighed, now left behind, had slowly stopped its pace
Those summer days…
Won’t come again…
I’m filled with pain…
I won’t let it….
Be touched again….
“can you hear my voice?” disappearing in the twilight
The reasons then were so clear in hindsight
I reach my hand to the heat and the blur of the haze
Boy, 18, had prayed so kindly
And stood up “then” to face his memory
The summer smile i longed to see again
Is here it never leaves me
“been so long… i died, i’m sorry” “though now this time i won’t go blindly”
Don’t leave me now to drown in dreams your light is all i need
The silhouettes were watching on as i at last was finally free
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