On Bandsintown
They call me a survivor
But i don’t know about that
I’ve lost the motions of feeling alive
He called it a mistake and apologised
But i still suffocate and silently howl at night
Thinking of the face he had, his hands on my neck
Whilst i shut my mouth
The lady on the phone called it self preservation
But i call it silent approval of destruction
Slow destruction, 4 years on and i still ache
While he parties out in the bar we met every weekend
I heard you were good at getting it
My friend mathilde told mе all about it
But i don’t wanna hear about it
And i swore to myself
No man would hurt mе again
Love is dead
But i ain’t
Yet all these nights i wish i was
When i get flashbacks of your claws
The 3am texts i deleted for my own sake
How i fell for a boy who held your name
He never knew
Couldn’t talk so i just worked it through
When my body pressed against his started shaking that november night
I said that i was sorry, it just happens sometimes
And i swore to myself
No man would hurt me again
Love is dead
And i swore to myself
I would ditch your memory chains
Love is dead
But i ain’t
Shattered faith in your hands, in your hands
Lost the thread of my own lustfulness
You can’t break me
Can’t break me no more
And i swore to myself
No man would hurt me again
Love is dead
And i swore to myself
I would ditch your memory chains
Love is dead
But i ain’t
On Bandsintown
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