Yuh, i’ve been doing it wrong this whole time. need to love…
Yuh!
When i was younger, i wanted to be british
Have a cute accent and be known for being polite, to finish
I thought it was kiddish
But it was just the beginning
Of self hate
Or self discriminate
I started to hate my body, when i was in the first grade
Thought about all the things i wanted to change
I was filled with rage
Why was made this way?
In the 6th grade
Found out that i was half gay
I was afraid
Of what my folks might say
But
I needed to know
Something then
That i was made perfect
I finally realized that enough was enough
I was going to learn self love
When i went to the doctors i was afraid
To get on the scale and see my weight
¨would he laugh in my face¨
But luckily, that was never the case
Another thing was my race
Heard my first slur when i was either 7 or 8
He called me a negro
That b#tch was an #ssh#l#
I was extremely hurt
Told myself i wouldn’t speak that word
Discriminated because i was a girl
I didn’t think it could get worse
I hoped it was the last time i hear it
But it was only the first
God what reason for this curse but
I needed to know
Something then
That i was made perfect
I finally realized that enough was enough
I was going to learn self love
I took time to love myself
It was hard, and sometimes i still get those horrible thoughts in my head, but it’s getting better
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