Verse 1
Thinking of angels leaving heaven as they start to descend
Been having trouble sleeping, going through my troubles again
Told her i love her and she told me we should stay just as friends
I texted back and told her listen we don’t have to pretend
Feel like this music is the only thing thats keeping me sane
Dealing with hoes, still think of you but who’s the person to blame?
You come and go just like the fall but leaving behind the rain
Falling in love all over with you seems to numb all the pain
Constantly working, writing songs been searching for purpose
They leave me for the end its obvious that i’m being deserted
Wrapped up in problems, sh#t is tight like i was wearing a turban
Losing my self no longer have you to remind me i’m worth it
How do i open up? backwoods filling them with drugs
No service where i’m from been trying to contact with the man above
But since i’ve been too distant i’ve been losing even my own trust
And now that we have split up i have wondered if it’s only lust, i hope it’s not and to be honest i do cry a lot
Mainly cuz i miss her other times it’s cuz i miss my pops
Politicking with the devil, for the key of heavens locks
Day ones right beside me like a passenger thats riding shot
A couple grams for when i’m melancholy
Addicted to your love like its a drug i swore your name was molly
Know i broke your heart if you are listening know i’m truly sorry
Dial tone when i reach you, i can only hear the reaper calling
But these are the repercussions of my actions
Weed fragrance all on me with the ray bans doing it for fashion
Assisted my mom crying but this pain is certainly not passing
Only see in black like i be watching movies that are classic
Damn
Immigration took a toll on me
What if sh#t was different, what if people finally did love me
Flyest in my city see me walking round with birds on me
Money bags filled to the top that be the dream for me
Bridge
Oh, guess i’m in love with the wrong things
Took like 14 shots now i’m on to champagne
By any means if it could numb the pain
Dad left, sister left, it hasn’t been the same
Wish that i could spend eternity with you
If they ever shoot just know that i’m bulletproof
Love has stayed the same, it’s not the same for you
Wouldn’t say it if it wasn’t true
Verse 2
Been contemplation my creation, people showing deprecation
Popping bottles on my own is my what i’m calling celebrating
Peace of mind comes from the music can’t compare to meditation
Keep my thoughts close to the corners like they been out misbehaving
Out of touch, explains my loss of feeling sh#t lately
People are pros at catching feelings that’s a pass from tom brady
If they don’t say i am the greatest then i’m calling them crazy
Don’t even care about the fame i’m good as long as they pay me
Praying at night, hoping for the better in days
Relationships too hard to handle, feels like i signed ndas
There’s 2 sides with different motives back and fourth in replay
Talking about my mind, not talking bout the games that they play
Officially tied to my problems something like 50 shades
Beats, hooks, mastering, alone it’s turning okay
For everybody that believes in this, it’s keeping my faith
And if they ever kill me play this song right next to my grave
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