I’m kicking ferociously underwater, and I don’t even know if I’m doing the right form
So slow with my development, I guess that’s what happens to the prematurely born
Struggling not to drown, can’t keep my head above the sea
All these fishes swimming past, they won’t stop to help me
There’s cracks deep within my soul and it’s spreading all over my skin
Misery and toxic waste is flooding deep within
Drowning in a pool of my sorrow
I feel disowned by my childhood hero
Trying not to panic but I’m losing air and dignity
My black ground prevents anyone from saving me
There’s no one left who can guide me to my victory
I fear that this the end of my journey and the rest is history
I seen those red flags coming my way
Tell me what you’d do if I suddenly passed away
I put everyone including you before myself wholeheartedly
Now I’m broken and there’s no pieces left of me
There is blood in my eyes, there’s no truth but only lies
If I’m being honest I kinda wanna die
There is blood in my eyes, there’s no truth but only lies
If I’m being honest I kinda wanna die
Came in past midnight my mom asked if I wanna die
Of course I answer no but I won’t deny, there’s some truth to that lie
Concentrating on if I’ll amount to anything
We are one in the same seeing how we’re both fiends
But with me I simply just wanna survive
With no love in my heart, there’s no pulse to tell you I’m alive
I’m constantly striving for climbing the ladder to show the world my poetry
Meanwhile, you only tag along ‘cause my friends be burning trees
I’m tired of constantly pouring my love but getting the feeling of being toyed
I curse the world ‘cause I need love from my childhood it felt void
I refurbished my emotions but you brushed it off so instead
My heart is a hard rock sinking me down to my death bed
There is blood in my eyes, there’s no truth but only lies
If I’m being honest I kinda wanna die
There is blood in my eyes, there’s no truth but only lies
If I’m being honest I kinda wanna die
Light up the holes and reach for the stars
Floating with no gravity until I reach mars
Falling into Neptune it’s so cold and pitch black
Running away from problems chasing to get my emotions back
Null and void, this darkness is poised
Full of regret, my life is a wreck
But you only want me around just for a check
I answered your calls and made sure you was good
Tell me how it felt to be out your own hood?
Now everything is crystal clear
Expressing myself but your too high to hear
I can’t find happiness in life, it’s meaningless all I feel is dread
My vision has faded to black as I drowned to eternal sleep on my death bed
There is blood in my eyes, there’s no truth but only lies
If I’m being honest I kinda wanna die
There is blood in my eyes, there’s no truth but only lies
If I’m being honest I kinda wanna die
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