MEDITATION Lyrics – Hajile de Rellim

MEDITATION Lyrics by Hajile de Rellim

Yeah
Scattered thoughts but
Sometimes some sh#t just gotta be said
Ya know

Yee
Yo
Yo
Yeah

I kick my feet up
Then i get to thinkin
And writin
Was it all my fault, i ain’t decided

I’m priceless
An uncut gem, my n#gg#, you can’t buy this
Can check me
But cannot afford the sh#t that you confide in

And i just
Hope you know you not me , n#gg#
You should never try this
Tellin you to be yourself is equally benighted

They keep opinions about me
They must find my #ss exciting
I stay away from these n#gg#s
They must find my #ss in hiding

Please stay the f#ck away from me
On my knees
Energy is trash
Understand

That i like you but don’t really need ya #ss
I needed the lesson but now that i learned it
I know that, with ease, i’ll pass
So you can just pack up yo things and dash

Like you was leaving class
Don’t need to repeat the past
Relapse
And let enemies reap havoc on me again

Saw a friend, enemy it is
Saw an enemy, they bleed repent
Got a whiff of me, the reak, the stinch
And now to sit with me they need consent

n#gg#s hatin is the league i’m in
I seem to keep my
Head in my cave, my mind these days
Hope and try not to mind these days

Hope and pray, where is my escape
Believe the worst and i might need faith
Sins i need cleansed, i might need grace
Traumas and fears i can’t erase

People whose face you can’t replace
And the test of time, i cannot retake
And i know that i’m better but it won’t show
Tryna get my point of view like a gopro

Practice on a daily, tryna go pro
But when i take my work to the court
They like, “so-so”
So

What more do i do
You pride yourself on your ethics
But i work more than you
So caring bout your opinion

Won’t be something i do
I hope you winning, my n#gg#
If i f#cking coached you
Look at his pro tools

I got the tech the f#cking pros use
Not talking vocals
I’m talking guns
I’m going postal

Like royal oak do
Cause anyone within my reach can get it
This what happens when the nicest kid
Get pushed beyond his limits

Now watch em take the story spin it
This just the beginning
They don’t speak about beginnings
Just tell you the ending

No exposition
Nor the climax nor the expedition
Just keep you clueless
In the dark like helen keller trying to envision red

I had a vision
Said
I had a dream, like martin king, that we could all be friends
We disagree, start arguing, and now you just a man

He thinks he’s king
He’s beating me and i off with his head
Then i mediate
Destress

I medicate
These n#gg#s just turned they back
And now they think they ahead of me
Hope i don’t get ahead of myself

n#gg#s hate me cause they know i’m the head of myself
I don’t look for fame it’s awful
But favors awesome
And loves the greatest

I’m usually hated
For no reason
No explanation for dumb feelings
But look

Hate who i am
Hate how i talk
Hate how i walk
Hate how i rap

Get on your knees
Pray that i fall
Pray to the god that’s protected me for years
Cause while they praying on my downfall

God actively works on theirs
I’m getting bored
These n#gg#s soft
But they keep asking for it

I treat em like the b#tch who addy
They keep asking for
And spin his block
I’m like a clock

You get the metaphor
That mean i’m spinning until 12 come
One
Nah nah nah

Nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah
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Hajile de Rellim Lyrics – MEDITATION

Hajile de Rellim

MEDITATION