Lately, it’s been really hard
My breath filled with burning shards
I’m leanin’ back, in this bombard
I feel this beat, like my beating heart
I am bringing justice to my life this time
I can’t weep all the time and come here to lie
This is my judgement hall of my damn life
You better believe my painful suffering cries
I didn’t come here to see what life gave me to see
I am here because life prejudiced me to livе and be
I came herе with every imperfection of a man to always seize
So don’t come here to judge my being in my state of painful greed
I feel all of your pain, but no one stands here to feel any of mine
This demon of sorrow won’t leave me, do you understand that, is that fine?
I am filled with guilt and no one cares, i can’t even eat and dine
I can’t feel happy and see all of that extremely beautiful shine
Feels so crazy to say, it feels like a terrible dream, is any of this real?
No one believes me anymore, but guess what, now you know how i feel!
This is my life and i won’t lie anymore this is the truth of the real deal
So you better believe my beating heart, beating to the depth of my grounded heel
I am at a contagious health, feeling like a sailed man
I am infected to the brim, i can’t act anymore as if i don’t give a damn
Really how do i live like this
I don’t know how i breathe this foggy mist
These cloudy swords, impaling through each hit
My bloodless bones cracking my fists
This place filled with burdens to the core
Is breaking me down like a theorist with all of his lore
Taking me down until i can’t feel pain anymore
Mental bruises, broken neurons, i feel so sore
I just can’t handle it anymore, i’ve been through enough
No one wants to feel like me, well i’m feeling pretty softened up
My guilt cowers over me, i’m not playing soft anymore, i’m feeling pretty rough
So anyone want to say that i lied, well? i’m not hearing the crowd anymore, pretty tough?
This is my mental state right now, first time i’ve ever felt alive
Do you like me now? no? well at least you never ever tried
I’ve been doubted my whole journey, but now that’s just a funny nursery rhyme
Doubt me, society, yeah good popriety, on my property, waste of time, huh?
Now who would stand to help someone in need? no one? like everyone i considered friends
Like just hearing people saying “yes” backstabbing me next, leaving a few dents
Got me happy for a half a year, then ignore my existence, pretty heartless
Well guess what, my heart still beats for you “friends”, now will you understand this?
My energetic rage overwhelmed my senses
Dread starts raining, my mind again infected
I try my best, no one appreciates it
They just take my mistakes and pressurize my conscience
Got to end my story in a good ending, right?
Well no stories end like that all night
I don’t want to stand to even go and fight
I feel dizzy, like being from a high height
This is a time of despair
No one is comin’ to save me, i need some repairs
I don’t know what to do anymore, just beware
This is the end of my saga, the crisis ends right there…
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